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her :)

2007-11-24T20:43:00.001+08:00

it been a year since ive blog...

after camp picture & my 1st flower!

Horoscope

2006-11-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

This week November 6 through November 12

SCORPIO

You might not focus on your responsibilities and duties, but want to go off into daydream land for awhile. Wednesday you might meet an exciting new love interest, but get to know him or her before you give your heart away. Friday you could hear some good news at your job, and get praise from your boss. Saturday you might run into someone you still care for from your past. Seeing him or her might trigger nostalgic feelings. Remind yourself of the good things you have going for you today. Sunday you may need to finish up a few work projects.

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na~i've always believe in the stars and horoscopes...but i think it does not apply this time...it says : Wednesday you might meet an exciting new love interest, but get to know him or her before you give your heart away"

haiz guess what. i suckz. even if chances get by. i always let it slip. what wrong with me. how long must i ask for help? how long must i take to do thing on my own?

i 'm always doing nothing!!.....

am i still stuck in the deep well or have i climb up and moved on? i dunno. confuse.

and i dun wanna know aniway..tats not impt. coz i does'n make a diffrence...

i guess...

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Where are you my stars (* * *) guild me.

Update

2006-11-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

yAwn...this few days mAny thing happen...yappx...But kinda lazy to update...

*Center of newlife Church Event (bowling)
*Cinnimoro MOSCOT
*Li xiang birthday
*my birthday(NO PICTURES)

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whats it is like to fall in love.

2006-10-18T02:02:00.000+08:00

This thingy i found from on of my frenz blog...i just find it meaningful...maybe to others..i may seems a easy thing OPENing ur mouth and talk to tat special sm1...and maybe say you like her..but to me it seems so difficult...maybe its becoz i always think too much ba...

and one thing...if i really do tat sometimes...it always end up being lame. arg ASS!

i DO need my frenz to help...but i guess no1 will. why? if u ask me...hmm tat u have to see it for yourself...to many parties at play yappx.

see im talking rubbish again -_-" if u know me well euff you sld know wat i mean...nvm i sldnt actually post out. if not i will offend another person JUST BECOZ IM WRITING WHAT IM THINKING...fook.

aniway here Goes
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what is it like to fall in love?

how do you know you fall for anyone or not?

what is love?

hahas.like how would i know?

but it sets me pondering..i guess to me..

love is silly, stupid & dumb.

love is full of complications.love is unpredictable.

however, love is worthy of all these.

some knew it once it came...

some took all the time in the world to realise they're in love.

the process is never easy..

yet people are willing to go thru all these to get an unpredictable result.

be it good, or bad.

that's love.that's life.:)

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yst pamela and i had a talk...shes SICK! arg..poor you same sickness . hope tat ur all rite. hmmm..

we talk abt the past...

haiz ALL TAT WE STOOD FOR ENDED WITH A (YOU DUN TRUST ME)

why? coz i belive in her frenz rumour abt her...
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and guess what she said: hey i think your next stead better not let her intro you her girlfrens"

i kinda guess i know what she meant by tat.

3rd Lang(French)

2006-10-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Arg Ass...i got to learn my 3rd lang...tmr!!! i DUN WAN!...i wan japenese...arg...

nothing abt today...woke up late...OH YAR!!! im kinda liike to play AUDITION(Asiasoft) game...the music is cOooOol!...on wonder im late today...last nite play until 4am -_-"

have my taekwundo lesson today...tiring...

1st day in sch...

2006-10-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

wa..today dame sian...i cant get used to be in the sch...listening to the boring LECTURE!

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SCORPIO!

There is a lot that is happening secretly and silently in your life. You may get some intimation through your dreams and also through your intuition, but you will need to listen out for them. You could get a handle on some of your thoughts in the early part of the week, either with the help of others, or by taking time to analyze your subtle feelings in depth so that nothing escapes your notice. Some of what you unearth may be difficult to swallow, but if you start to unravel it, healing will come very quickly.

obs gathering

2006-10-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm the gathering...is...haiz disspointing...i tot i was fun...

but we were like splite up in groups...

some watching movie some playing games...haiz...

aniway in the end still ok....haha COZ IN THE MORNING WE COOK!

guess our fav activies is cokking ba

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tru out the gathering...i wanted to talk to her..but im like speechless...as in i dun know what to talk. as far as i know...everytime when i talk to her in msn...kinda lame. arg...ass.

guess its going no where. =(

fine now

2006-10-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

i just knew it ....it was just a misunderstanding...she had told me just now in msn...i just hope everything turn out fine....

and i miss you guys. hope to see you all soon =D im bored at home.

Shits...omg its you

2006-10-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

Arg...today i was dame piss...i dun wan to mention any name COZ OF THE LAST INCIDENT!!! dame...

k..here goes WHAT HAPPEN:

she msn me yst. "hey tmr you going?"

3am+ "tmr is the Thingy ar?(i mean Group gathering at one of my frenz house) you all meeting what time?

8am she replied :"hmm im not sure what time they meeting but im meeting A at 11am"

around 2+ i msg her she with who "she replied A B C ect...all guys shes the onli girl" -__-"

around 4.20pm i msg her. "Hey im going out now. where to meet you all?"

NO REPLY...

k...i tot they was watching movie or what...

i call the rest of the guys they heng my call time and time again...and im alone in CHUA CHU KANG!...

IF THEY are watching movie can they AT LEAST MSG ME?!

i waited 1 and a half hour b4 sm1 called me. know what the guy say? "eh sorry lehx we was having interview. WTH. all the 4 or 5person interview AT THE SAME TIME?...cant one of you all msg me?

and now she replied. "huh? i told you interview today rite?"

WTH u DIN told me IT WAS A INTERVIEW...

k maybe i was a misunderstanding...

but was i was du lan about is YOU CHOULD HAVE SAID "HEy really sorry i din make myself clear. i tot you know about the interview...sorry ar...we are going to town now wanna go?"

NO NONE OF THIS...arg...they are going to town afterwards and DIN CALL ME. i found out frm my another fren.

im REALLY dissapointed on whats happening... =`(

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Gimmie a break will ya? i just want to enjoy my holidays...no more shits pls

crazy over HD stuffz

2006-10-08T04:43:00.000+08:00

haha...now im crasy over HD stuff...ive been saving money for a LCD 32, 37 or a 40inch LCD....heez doing product research everyday....

im crazy about THX stuff too! but ex!...

haha...arg...im a poor person now...must save...tink a 32 inch SONY BRAVIA V-Series cost $2499

but i wan at least 37inch...can be use to play my PS2 games Watch MOvies and BEst of all PLAY DOTA!!!!

imagin using a 37inch TV to play COMPUTER GAMES!!! ultimate SHIOKness! plus i got a 5.1 Full surround system..tot not very good but still can make it.

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sian now adays stay at home rot..tot i went out some times to Do my Product research on HDTV and Sound systems..but...SIanz!

FRenz call me out lehx...

oh yar ive been drinking every day! arg...im scared im addicted to beer. maybe its becoz i get to drink free!...haha coz my house runs a coffee shop =D...I DUN SMOKE PLS. im a good boy.

ARG I WAN TO WORK!!! i need $$$$$$$!!!!

no more shopping for clothes for now =`((((

Horny Bills outing

2006-09-27T12:06:00.000+08:00

yAwn~ a sian outing actually...if not becoz of the movie i will be dame sad...i just dun know why...maybe...maybe im just tired...or maybe too little ppl turn up.

haha b4 i leave the place i took pic of a couple kissing! sexy~ eh its a pic not real k -_-"

Taekwundo Camp(Hell)

2006-09-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

alright i have no idea why i went for the camp...im tired after OB sabah...OH yar i rmb...BECOZ OF THE SHIRT...i luv collecting event shirts...tats what attract me to all the event..even tot it sux ...

aniway...at a point of the camp..i feel like crying...serious. i was dame tired..for the endurance training...sparring for 45mins....3 vs each other...tat Free for all...

some more i was a white belt...but...i manage my way. vs a Black belt is interesting...coz i get to copy his moves haha!

after the 1st day i was Dame tired and blue blackz all over....

MORNING PT WAS HELL! push ups and running..it like the worst ive ever taken...coz of the endurance training yst...

I was The MC for the camp fire...i lead the whole campfire and plan..=) coz i dun think they even know how to conduct...heez

Aniway the campfire was short and sweet.

3rd day we had a Mini sparring Com. our group got the BEST GROUP.

yawn~..

Activies after OBS

2006-09-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

okie for the 1st two days i spent my holidays at home after OBS.

went Malaysia to shop and CLUB! nice DECOR!...haha stayed at NEWYOKE HOTAL...(Eh we are not gay!) ...went supper after clubbing... zzz

next day went shopping...tat stupit Zhusheng got FINED! for littering..50RM!

oh yar! i got a suprize call from pamela..haha she din know i return..hmm..kinda suprize...and i din told her i was in malaysia then haha talk abt 8mins gtg coz zhusheng is waiting then i went into the clubz

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Return back to singapore....went home then went to OBS outing at Marina Square@Soulgarden...

next day went BEn house to TON! 8 ppl there wahaha....

morning went home sleep. at nite when CLUBBING @ZOUK!

meeting up with Shihui and cindy at there...

went with Ben and yanzhang
friday i got taekundo camp! until sun...

MONDAY have to attend my fren's wedding dinner.

Tueday HORNYbills outing...phew...arg im tired!!!

aniway tmr im going to

Taekwundo camp! im gonna get THE BEST FIGHTER AWARD..tats my aim...haha i doutb i can take tat coz i din attaend ALOT OF LESSONS..

im gonna miss my com again...haiz...and of coz. you =)

Clubbing at Malaysia wit zhusheng

2006-09-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

yAwn~ today when to marina square to cut mOi MEssy hAir...after when home zhusheng called

haha going to malaysia late Sunday NIte....

we took a cab from JOhor...until tHE SEa fooD! place wahaha nice.

each person $25+sg dollor. got Crab crayfish fish and veg =D

after tat went to book in hotal (EH WE ARE NOT GAY!) but it sounds gay actually. haha. we weere bored at home tats why. cldnt find any ppl tat is SO ON as us.

went clubbing WITH SHORTS AND SLIPPERS.

whaha

alot of underage girls.

its like...we are surrounded by girls SERIOUS!

not like singapore SOOO many guys.

the way the dance is funny! like cowboyz haha. maybe tats the way malaysian dance.

went to eat supper after tat. Zzzz until tmr.

OH YA! tat stupit zhusheng got caught by the stupit malaysia POLICE FOR LITTERing! haha. paid the fine.

arg

2006-09-17T03:31:00.000+08:00

its the night again...my 2nd night spent in singapore...still kinda not used to those electronic stuff esp my laptop.

haiz...now i had a troubled heart. i chosse not to believe.

day one of the camp i had a crush on a gal.

i Was so Dame lucky sHe was in thE same group as me!

days goes..and oF coZ..so Are my feelings.

aniway for the whole camp i tot it was onli a crush.

before i lEave..i wanted to hug her. but i hUM! arg

the 1st and 2nd nite i cried! omg..i cant believe i actually cried. coz i always tot it was just a crush.

arg..im writing it down co i feel SOOO TROUBLED.

its onli a crush rite edwin? dun think too much.

back from OutwardBound Sabah

2006-09-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

yAwn...this few days is sure tiring...But...at least it helps me..settle myslef mentally.

tis 12days with mygroup is really great! i love this kinda holidays...

Althought i have to carry 10+Kg of bag everyday...

but its definity worth it.

at least now my heart is back to normal again...

i went to this course to sort things out actually. now i guess its another chpt for me.

im a new edwin now.

girls in my group be ready to receive those dried flowers in six months time! haha...and the letter u wrote to urself.

i miss u & all my OB group. tot sometimes it suckz but over all WE LAUGH everyday!..

ive nver laugh o much in my life b4..for so long. haha...I MISS THE TIMES

outwardbound Sabah & projectSuperStar

2006-09-04T03:21:00.000+08:00

haix...last nite din slp!...then today Q for 8hours!!....im more tired then nervous....

they say i sing too fast. sian...din got in.

i just dun understand why some ppl who can sing well like the person in front of me din got in!!!...a shy boy got in. haha *Blur

aniway...im very tired...whent lavendar with BEN..to buy my OBS stuffz...then to COMEX 2006...

went home....

tired now packing....

PS: i will miss all of my frens esp...u yapPx....

Bye Bye guys..gone from 4th sept all....the way till 15th...DUN MISS ME!..bhb

Believer in the STARs

2006-08-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

Scorpio
August 28 through September 3

This is one week when anything could happen and when goals you dreamed up some time back and even managed to forget will suddenly spring into life. Be careful, though, as Mars squares Pluto on Monday, and you could upset your good karma by behaving in a way that cancels out your gains. No matter how much you want something, it won't be worth trying to manipulate a situation. Find that place of peace deep within, and stick with that; it will help you to ride the waves of any mini-storms that may threaten to affect you.

ooo well monday wAS sucky...went out with pamela...junction 8...then to toa payoh!..alright! i went to te project superstar audition area...WOW...omg...im gonna sing at tat stage and get knock out.

kinda scary butt aniway i wun get in. i know my singing sux.

haiz...have faith edwin. alright i will practice hard!...JUST HOPE tat my stage fright is not there. all the gods indian alo can just bless me----->GOD BLESS!

went to pamela's father shop...haha..talk chat chit until 9.30pm!...

hmm pamela's fren jonna came too.

Aniway MONDAY WAS SUcky all thanks to pamela sia.

she...arg...dame it.

just feel tat she should not treat me tat way!...when shes sad &*^@*&^*#& ...or even worst...kick and punch ..is expected. omg...its like ...ever since ive met er..she like tat...last time worst.

she complain to me her classmates bully her. she cried and bited me! ouch!...

now..you know what? she say

"ALL Thanks to your good fren CT."

"and now you know how it feels like last time how YOU treated me?"

WTH is like 1/2 a year ago...pls 4get the past!...

as in he bad things.

Sunday

2006-08-28T05:34:00.000+08:00

Dear blog...today's sunday...hmm went out with my mum...eat..then went to a uncle's house...(pray for my safely & competition)

went home...pamela called...haha she is always RIGHT ON TIME!...wonder she got put a cam on my house anot haha....

erm ok....as always..once ive reach home....she called me...hmm..ask me acompany her go walk walk...

SHE SAY NOW...haha...sOOo boSSY!...

hmm...went to fetch her...at her house.

after tat went to causeway...louise and alien saw me i think...tats what they said.

hmmm me and pamela was like walking up and down trying to find a place to eat. lol

we laugh all the way lol...dun ask me why.

finially at YOShinoya...ate the beef dunno what NOT BAD! nice!

hmmm went walk walk...i help her pay 1/2 of the pencil case monEy haha i oWn hEr $ actually...tat was like 1/2 ago..haha...

hmm

went PASA MALAM...she saw one HP cover...she liked it...IT WAS PINK...

i bought for her.. =D

aniway come to think of tat pink colour....i wanna laugh!

during our 1st month SHE CAUGHT ME LOOKING AT GIRLS!...wearing pink

and soo...tat how she BEgains to like pink...funny?

sent her..home..hmmm we seat at a place to chat...hmmm...

Shes still the same...just like a baby! haha...

alright tats all .... ive enjoyed my simple day with her =D

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ive been ask to do something...hmm...If i do it the outcome will definitly be bad...as in...in another way good. but of coz the bad side is worst.

now...sld i?....

sld i?...haiz just find it a very patatic soo many ppl are involved...I DUN WAN TO BE INVOLVED!

but i just cant sit back and see things happening....

WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO!!!!

im troubled.

expect the worst E.D.W.I.N

busy body.

Ice's birthday

2006-08-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

Prepare for math EXAM!

2006-08-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

All right...today...went to BUGIS to meet up with the usual Folks..hahaha...

hmmm...actually i did more talking then study...no wait I DID NO STUDYING AT ALL. gr8! im gonna fail....haiz

aniway took some pics...nice...=) tMR MATH EXAM!!! im scared...arrrrr!!!...

all pointing fingers at me?!

2006-08-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

k...ive dun know why they are sooo angry with me...All my group friends are pointing FINGERS AT ME.

k...i must admit the problem is already there. and im just writing it down. NOBODY ask me not to write

NOW THEY ARE SAYING I CANT BE TRUSTED! What the HELL is that?!

ASK C! ive kept her secert!
and F even tell me why C & D is angry "coz u say Bungs cant win boys in chasing girls" WAT TE HELL when did i say tat?

i got prove k! ive save the entire Conversation. If they still say i did say tat IM GONNA POST THE CONVERsation.

A what are u angry at? im cozing the two sisters to turn on each others?
tink back...who is the one.

I din say your a flirt. maybe i was wrong to say u like F. SORRY.
but...your actions are making...B sad....and jealous

now what the hell is going on. WHY ARE u all making such a BIG reaction?

am i wrong to write how to feel?

Just becoz im writing the problem out ....your angry?

And POINTING ALL FINGERS AT ME?

did i coz the problem? DID I MAKE IT WORST??...

did i? did i? did i make it worst by WRITING WHATS going on.

HOW I FEEL..or sould i say sorry COZ i make ABCD relise what going on.

DID I WRITE BAD THINGS ABOUT U ALL?

Should i say sorry For letting you know whats going on.?

if tats any thing tat im wrong tell me.

or becoz u tink i said u all like him or her...

AND NOT FRENZ...ANIMORE?

i treasure our class alot. if you tink becoz of this thingz...YOU SAID no more friends AND REGRET HAVING ME AS YOUR FREN

i got nothing more i can say

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who is the one who is making it worst.

Tink back.

im tired....im feel tat im in the wrong BUT NOT TO THE extend friends also GONE.

i wan to solve this problem asap. WE ARE CLASSMATES

PS: CAN someone tell me whats going on? COZ THEY DUN WAN TO SPEAK TO ME.

STOP igoring me. TALK Miscommunications HAPPENS

Study

2006-08-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

hmm..today i woke up quite late...hmmm 3+...

brush up slack abit...

got a call from pamela...she ask me wanna play pool anot.

hmmm shes studying at my nearby STudy COrnEr...

6+pm i went down to stUdy..She Was tHEre wit her tutOr...

haha HEr tUtor was a fEmale 19! haha same as me. lolx

hmm...she kinda got helped me...zzz dame im gonna fail

WenT to Eat...=D

hmm me and pamela sent her tuTor to The MRt...tHEn we When GRazzRootz

lOlx! ive won 2 match. =) dun be sad k? i will always win whahaha!

hmm Sent her home..later =)

See what blog can do

2006-08-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

omg...i din expect my frenz to read. i tot only my secondaty frenz would be interested to read.

now im making their problem mine.

haix...and now they are turning around all the thingz tat they said.

example APPLE now they say ORANGE...

hmmm...using my pass experience...

ppl usually do this...to NOT complicate thingz....

but for them i dunno...

ive become a Sinner!

they read my blog. now sarah & james...dulan

hmmm...IS my observation fake....argg....!!!!

now james say dun talk to him for 1week

haha....

arg...for god's sake....cant i JUST WRITE HOW I FEEL!?!

james say im writing bad things about him....Noo...

what i write here...is what i see and what i feeel...tats all...

straight forwards=YES

arg....GR8! now some of my class mates dulan me.

i nver knew i can offence anione in my class. This proof me wrong.

guess i realli hit the jackpot now.

PS: ive deleted the previous postingz...

Study! Uan last lesson

2006-08-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

today went to study at woodlands...with my class mates..hmm later ben and frenz came along..coz they know im near by them...haha..went to eat with them...

hmm...later pamela called...hmm coz she know im at woodlands and we meet up...

you know what? while walking to find her...my heart suddenly felt a sharp pain...arg breathless...hmmm its real k!!...

hahaha..then i sent her home...chat a while...below her block..her mum came! haha...said hi...

hmmm later went to her house...hmmm...chat..haha...it as been ages since i saw her

oh! she's violent!! arg! DUN THINK YOUR A GIRL i dun dare to touch u!...k i dun dare...haha...i dun hit girls...=)

she punch me in the stomach! ...couple of times! for no reason....arg...who gonna marry you is gonna suffer! lolx...

7.30pm i told her i need to go liaox...meeting ben

got night class sian....

Ben & alexis Birthday!

2006-08-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

wahaha today i went to celebrate two of my frenz birthday..."HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEN & Alexis!

okie! went sentosa with ben and his frenz haha seriously i dun know why i click so weell wit almost everyone. most of his fren i tink ive met them only tat day..but we talk like we know each other...for quite some time =D...

its fun!...haha pictures says a thousands words

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at nite went straight to alexis birthday party..brought my new found frens along..haha...

after tat they went to play lan...

hmm kinda boring coz i dun know many ppl there most of them is alexis frenz...

eThirty-Three DMC 2006 ZOUK

2006-08-09T11:56:00.000+08:00

firstly let me write about this few days...hmm went for OBS breifing by the staff there...others nothin to mention...

ALRIGHT! yst was a weird day!....morning Ben called me. he wan me to pass me the Campus Idol Form...we're taking part shhh...then then i went Lavandar alone to "STamp" my Passport...haha lame...

went to sch after that...LAME! today there is only 1hour lesson! haha lame right lucky i stay near...

ok here is the catch. Cindy msg me. ask me wanna go Zouk anot..call my frenz along...haha i lazy.. coz its a last min thingy ...hmm i WENT THERE IN MY SCH attire!!!

omg...ZOUK...in my sch attire? lolx...aniway fUN!...haha kinda rush actually

went shopping 1st...arg! sent $150 on clothes and jeans... hmm i tired many then cindy help me "grudge" haha saw terence! haha same shop.

hmm went to eat with cindy at lucky plaza MAC...

Took cab there...we're meeting Shi hui

reach le...i tot im a ALIEN there...carring a BIG BACKPACK...but...erm it was ok...i can blend in well i think...

aniway this is my 1st time at zouk =)...ya! finanlly knew some clubbing KaKi =)...

aniway i paid $15 for the entries..IT WAS CHEAP! hAHA! B4 10PM...

i was greeted by a bottle of FREE E33!!! rock on!...

then iwas given 2 FREE DRINKz! double yeA!

hmm...arg the 1st hour im drunk liaox

coz i drink like 4 glass liaox? hmmm

later on We went high! haha the music is also nice there...hmm best of both ..the area is big enuff for drinking and dance!

haha..i know some good people there also! haha coz i was drinking free? thanks...i cant rmb the names but they are frenz of frenz...

i drink like alot!..i cant imagin i din vomit...haha hmm

haha! cindy is high! shihui also lol =) aniway i guess all went high tat night.

alright! they intro me this noob some drinkz NICE! i love them all...haha sorry ar im noob COZ ALL MY FRENZ DUN CLUB!...

alright...alex din drunk time! haha ...

after that i went home alone by cab..hmm spent $30 today plus $150 on clothez...-_- dame im Bankrap!

Amkss NDP celebration

2006-08-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

hmm 1stly lets talk about yst...hmm talk to pamela on the fone....yappx...haiz..guess im droping back down there...k nvm...

she is still blaming me...haiz...just becoz of tat PERSON!...i chosse to believe in others ppl rumours about her...and u know what...at tat time she tot that im everything she wanted....but...that fairy tale was broken BY tat mailto:^&%@^@....

dame...haiz cant blame any one...I din trust her.

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SUNDAY

aliright today is Ang Mo kio Secondary NDP celebration! Dun ask me why its sunday!..haha...

hmm meeting alvin joel hafiz...zhusheng and jAckson lAzy!

saw many of my old Frenz...yappx...im happy to see them butt! i diaox...lOlx i just dunno why...i walk pass them LIKE they Are InvIs...lolx

but EVentUly i did say HI to afew...coz THEY ARE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. lolx -_-"

later meet up with azmi...

and tat Stupit LONG JIE! fuck...knn what did you say?!

you said in front of the ncos "this is the example of a Cadet Inspector" Fuck what did u meant by that? Look at urself in the mirror b4 u say anithing

LOOK AT YOUR HAIR!...its dame bloodly long and messy!

At LEast i presented myslef wEll. k i know you will say " you? dyed you hair, hair long, ear stud" yes i know its my fault. but as a friend u backstab me in front of the NCOs?...

Hey any one reading this who know him PLS TELL HIM NOT TO BACKSTAB HIS PEERS! esp in front of the juniors.

i came back as a Civilian ok. arg..cant believe that. maybe its just a joke? maybe..i dunno but im kinda offenEd by this words...arg..im thinkin too much...

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k nVm! dun spoil my mood le...After the NDP we Went ADAM's food center Eat yum!

then i went to alvin house slack

meet up with zhusheng

went orchard...

then to woodlands...to find jackson...his workin there

tats when i stared thinking about the pass..DAME!

haiz...tats WAS my 2nd home...memories...

arg im dame sad ...coz today pamela went out with her potiential BF!...dame...u you know what? while eating my dinner ...

we seat at the SAME table tat they say at 2pm! we...reach at 6pm+...they wrote something there tats why i know...dame. tats so QIAO!

god play me not.

stupit me

2006-08-05T04:47:00.000+08:00

haiz...stupit me..went to flip tru the old pictures i had with pamela...k now im thinking back...from the 1st day i knew her. the words she said to me.and nver lettin me go...

VERY XIN KU...k i cried...i tot ive recovered...but no...5months of break up..its not eunff to heal my heart...i still miz her alot. i tried everyting i keep myslef busy...

but i have to pretend that i dun really care...

someone help.

After WAR...ivy's birthday

2006-08-05T01:42:00.000+08:00

k...tis is the 2nd part..better...haha k..i tot today activies will be Ruin all thanks to tat small matter!

after the celebration..i went home to lack and went for my 1ST OBS training...haha i tot i was about to run 2.4km! heng nver..i hate to do that...

hehe i heard there is a few ploys going to obs...mix!

just pray hard i will meet some good frenz..

aniway ive been there...twice...=) i just wanna to know some good frenz...tats why im going..actually kinda boring...3rd time going to sabah...

FUCK up class...

2006-08-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

k..i tot today will be a grEAt day!...butt i was totally wrong!...knn.dame angry today...k here goes...

1) amanda...was late for the presentation and her group members is angry.

2)

3) you know what? in the project she did NOTHIN yet she wanna talk!

4) Amanda came to sch...shes afraid to face her group members

5) after much persistence...she went together with KYO

6) they went to talk to serene

7) kyo and amanda went back to their seats

8) NIC came and SAID "EH why you all stress serene?"

9) Joie Join in and said "WHy you all pick on serene?"

10) ONE THING NIC LIKES SERENE his making a unfair steatments

11) Joie WHO DID NOT DO ANY THING TALKs

12) tat make kyo very unhappy ..VERY!

13) kyo say what they say very "GOU FEN"

14) she starts to get emotional...feeling very WRONGED she only wanna help.

15) Joie came again...and TALK...k this time things heats up

16) i Du lan...i straight away went out of food court...WHY?! WE ARE CLASSMATES! yet...haiz i wanted to enjoy my 3 years..there...but i guess i cant. I HATE MY CLASS! coz we are not united!
17) i heard things ARE ETTING TOO HOT IN THERE...kyo almost wanna punch joie face. hmm still heard tat nic wanna talk to kyo one on one? all this are all by ears but dunno true anot.

18)NIC IF YOUR READING THIS PLS. make fair steatments before you talk!..i KNOW YOU LIKE SERENE coz ur word kinda hurt kyo

19) im not siding who..i just feel tat AS A CLASS SUCH A SMALL THING you all also wanna qurrel? tink back its just becoz AMANDA IS LATE and this kinda FUCK UP THINGS happen ...we are classmates.

pls I WAN TO ENJOY MY 3 YEARS in NYP!!

Uan outing SHOP! candid!~ fun

2006-08-04T02:27:00.000+08:00

Alright today is THURSDAY! haha a brand new day a new new Excitmentz!...hmm today...i was called by a unexpected ..persoon! MY SCH hEAd OFFICE! "edwin! you have not report for the brifing for the OBS COURSE!" haha..in the end after sch i have to rush to meet the manager...haha..

k...LAST min the UAN class was cancelled! dame! nvm... i tried calling ppl out aniway...manage onli to contact afew...(ME, Jotanathan, Jasmine, Cindy, Qiao lin & glynis)aniway we hAve Whole Lotsa Fun taking Pictures!...haha and We Shop!!..bough a few clothes and jEans...dame..i over spent!...

and i bought a new GRAPICz CARD chio!...haha

Kster.inc

2006-08-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Alright! Wednesday went Singing with BEn and his fren...wei long. yAppx..YOU KNOW wat? today is the 1st time Ive ever been to CHINA TOWN!

hmmn not to mention primary..its like so long ago i cant rmb...haha feel very..."new" there..feel like..other countries..haha

OK! Heres the PICs...it says a thousands words! oh yar! while inside the K-ster i Saw HUI FANG! its like sooo QIAO!....out of soo many K-Box..we end up there and ITS LIKE NEXT TO US!

haha had a crush on her last time shhh... =D but din ask cause i lack of confidence..lolx...k but at least i ask her out twice..i tink...once on Valentine day...tat was like a few years back ..haha..still have the pic we took..hmm ive change alot..so did hui fang...haha...

she had become more pretty!...haha..hmm actually wanted to take a pic with her. but when i went tolite. Poof! shes gone. too bad so sad...next time ba...

hmm i manage to DIG OUT valentine day 2004..pics haha i took with her lolx I SHY tat time =P we look young!

Bought a new cam =(..i miss my old cam

2006-07-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

Alright..today was a normal day except..my class Finnallly went to tHe nearby Country club to play..haha ask them alot of times they dun wan...but kinda had some argue with kenneth..HE PMS...k..nvm..its the pass aniway...

FUN FUN FUN!..haha we played bowling..Pool!..heez...tot i suckz at each i sure enjoy myself.

after went back class...

bough a new cam today...hMm better then my lASt one..haiz! dame it ive lOST it!...this cam cost me a BOME! $600+...hmm...Its casio this time...the function is better Anti-SHAKE!..haha its light...very light!...;) i love it..yAH! pICtures pictures! heez...

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k now im blogging while talking to cindy..omg i just found out somthing...

tat nite outside DXO while we was going home:

this is what she said. "
he say terence n him saw me clinging onto u.. then terence want to hold u.. n pull me away but i dun want..he say the rest saw it too..
then my bf was super pissed with me..
at that time i alittle seh~ dun remember anything"

arg...sorry lehx to cindy's bf...

OMG! IM A SINNER!

DXO feat PIMP Factory

2006-07-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

ALl right!..today..i went hooping...b4 going to Club..haha spent $80+ on clothes...arg im a shop-ka-holic...haha

after tat went home...rest...din went npcc coz no time.

Went sLP!..haha i wore a vEry GUAI shirt there..hehe with a tie...;)

aniway meetng with with them..yAppx..1st time going to DXO...

hmm reach there eARly..coz expected a big crowd. HAha Saw MAny frEnz! azmi and his frenz Andy DORven...lolx..yong quan was there also i think he msg me.

k..at 1st it was boring! but later thINgz sTArt to Heat up...Fun Fun Fun...aww tot the danc e floor is fUll..

hehe...hmm know a few new frenz...Shi Hui..Shes PRetty ;)...

hmm..omg i saw 2 man SHaring ONe gAL! EEeKz! er xin..they are kissing!...

haha saw a FIght at the Dance Floor..lolx

oh yAr Alex was drunk!...

erm Was expected. i TRied not to drink alot...but in the end...haha...fun FUN FUN!!!...i love u guys!..PARTY PEOPLE! Put ur hands up In tHe Air ....!!! And yOU SAY!!!...hehe...

later went hEArt LAnd mAll for Breadfeast...ate at a Hong Kong Resturant...NIce nice! the food.

tOo bAD ALL my uSual frenz Dun CLub..bORing...if only my class mates are like tat..haiz 3 years with them will be a boring one.

2 days Blog

2006-07-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

hMm this few days...had been Doing test...tHis Week alone 3 test -_-" STRESS!...2 Project SubmiSsion!

omg..tats VEry Stress....

k..friday went down NPcc...haha...in the canteen i became GOD!...suddenly light Shines on me...hehe...

k went npcc...HAix..I FEEL Lonely!...haix... this sec4 i just started to know them they are gone..haix..sometimes i just feel very very lonely..going back amkss alone...haix...Being a CI can be fun at 1st..but once..u reach 3rd year...as CI things are diffrent...Arg...what to do...

although still got Tze hao..WE ARE TWO COMPELT Diffrent person we Do thINgs Diffrently...yAPpx...

Thiam wei is my junior...hmm actually both of them are my junoir in terms of Experience...What ive gone tru Is FAR more then what they have...

perhaps...thiam wei is experience in bEing a Parade commander..then me..yappx coz he did twice..last year ROD and this year NDP..not bad...

But Tze Hao. what did he gone tru? Just the cadet inpector course?...

im not saying any thing bad...as in i just feel that they should listen to my advise as a Senior CI.ive been Tru CII course..HQ events NAtional events like every Year?...Adventure course...

Im saying This coz we everytime Argue on things...k....i admit I DUN LOOK LIKE A CI AT ALL. & I DUN DRESS & LIKE A CI.

hAIx...now im walking on a 2 way path...NPCC...or PErforming arts...

You CAnt Expect me to Cut short my HAir like secondary sch standard and be a Model Singer OR ACTER Rite?! WTH who Would want me?

Somemore i Wan To gRow my HAir lOnger! HightLIGHT!

I WANT TO tEach!...i want to GUILD MY JUNIORs!

I'm Lost...haix.."walk left also wrong, walk right also wrong"

actually i can just abandone NPCC..its not impt at all...I HAVE NO FRiends there...they are my cadets.

haix i think im wrong...I cant be the SAme Old Edwin(1 year ago) like last time..many things had Change...

Aniway..now im a bad CI...why? coz the image ive shown them...im ashame of myself...Im a CI yet....im not showing the RIGHT IMAGE!

aniway..tmr will be a tiring day for me...(2.30pm to 7.30pm NPCC) && (7.30pm to 9.30pm Unplug Singing Performance Rehesal) && (MId nite Clubbing with my DAnce group)...

HONG jun yang concert

2006-07-27T02:29:00.000+08:00

AlRight! today got test..guess i screwed up again...EDWIN YOUR GONNA FAIL!

haha after class wwnt down to wait for my Fren...7 of my outside frenz cuming..yappx...i invited them...hAha..

oh yar 4 of my Frenz CAme in Sch unIForm!! omg..i was lIke..OMG! coz they only allow NYP students...haha

tHEn i Ask tHEm to pOSt as thE fan Club mEmbers...yEa!

my other fren got trouble getting in until..much..."pls lAr can?" lolx..

the concert is nICe..HE got a nICe voice..i start to like his songs.

mID part omg...tHEy are asking ppl to Sing..on stage..and you know what?!..my WHOLE CLASS SHOUTED MY NAME "EDWIN!!!" omg...shock me...its like dame loud and many ppl was watching...arg...vEry paI shey!...lol..i panick when i saw them pointing at me

oh yAr! jolyn And the rest din turn up...i called them but they din wanna pick up!...kinda angry. at least they msg me right. coz i was waiting for them...need to pass them the pass. k nvm 4get it...its not impt aniway...waste the tickets...-_-" until now..they din even msg me something like "hey edwin today we cant make it sorry"

k nvm...went to Eat with BEn and his 2 frenz...tHEn we started singing haha

We went tHE tHE rOof to sing...haha mAny songs UNTIL 8pm!!! haha can u belive it?!

im tired..my throat is in pain now..keEp Coughing...tink use the wrong part to sing...

At nite chatt with jAnice..she sent me some pics of her's yappx nice ...

3 days entries...

2006-07-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

SAt..went out with gRAce JAsmine Johnathan & keith...loL went shoPping..haha bought some ClotHEs at TopShop and some other places...hmm spent $100+...lolx..sianx... later we went Pizza hut and eat...haha...

We Went Suntec walk walk..hmm ITS LIKE GREAT WALL OF CHINA,,,endless route!...haha..coz i din reallly walked from city hall mrt till TOWER 4..dame long....

phew went for Unplug(singing) rehelsal...haha...

hmm im dame sad...my singing sux...there is some duets there..one of the couples sang BU DE BU AI! not bad..haha

hmm...alot of talented singers there...later went home...sun whole day at home zzz..

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monDAY WAS HELL! after sch went home to get my laptop..amanda waiting me at mrt station...while going home I SAW A GHOST! pamela sia...WTH u know what she call me?! she shout "OIE ASSHOLE" wth...-_-" is this the way to call..ppl...k nvm...

went home take my lAppy...went down saw ANNA & VannesSar both her fren..chit chatting below tAt bLock beside her sch.

1hOUR PLUS BUS RIDE!!! dame long to................................................
temasak POLY so projects..until 10pm! then decided to go kyo's house and do...

me amanda and kyo...haha...dame tired wanna slp canot...got to rush...its hell...im dame tired hungry sticky & my contacts is going CMI

went home bAth ten went to sch......

luckily teacher pass uS!...haha you know what while she was marking our projects she commanTEd..."Edwin did you took pArt in pRoject superstar?" "coz you look like one of the...person"

lOlx..do i? im edwin

E.D.W.I.N A.N.G!!!

aniway i think im going for the audition for the Project superstar2..i know my singing standard canot make it..but never the less..i wanna go coz i wanna lEARn!..haha...boost my Experiance

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today ive known a new person..Joclyn from St jo Convent...Lolx...
plUs hEr couSin!....lOlx...shes a model pretty...added in msn too yappx...

hmm shes a Pro MoDel ...singaporean but Migrated to Hong kong...hmm heard shes coming to Singapore for BEN YEO WEDDING! the acter i tink...

k..end here im tired.

Outwardbound sabah

2006-07-23T15:17:00.000+08:00

yEs...im going to outwardbound sabah AGAIN!...haha..

hmm going with NYP this year..haha last year ive been there to climb Mt Kinabalu..last last year IS OBS sabah with npcc..frenz

Hmm ive SIgn up for the NATIONAL CAMP! as Youth LEaders...

its going To BE FUN!!!!!...just hope my examz and sch dun crash with tat camp!!!...ive miss the last one..haix tats why.

aniway Examz and test ARE AROUND THE CORNER!...and wat have i been doing?! EDwin pls wake up...do you wanna fail? and retake tat module?....

Arg!....mAth HTML C# Degital Electronics...so many test...and examz!,,,stress...but im not doing any thing..sm1 pls scold me...

loST my CAM!!

2006-07-22T10:53:00.000+08:00

dame..it...arg...nvm i start off today 1st...in sch..after eating went to Q for HONG JUN YANG campus concert tickets..haha i took for my whole class..hmm some din wanna go think about 8 ba...have to give out.

give jolyn shirely xiu zhen and one of their frenz 4 tickets..tat was when i went to AMKSS...haha

zhusheng called he came to amkss too to acompany me ;)

hmm...today was ok...except the NCos keep wasting time..yappx...

after tat..tOo cAb to KATONG SHOPPING center...play DOTA!!!

haha..fun fun fun..played with zhusheng, jun bin & long jie mY NPCC AREA3 frenz... ;)

then..when on cab home have have NO IDEA HOW IVE LOST MY CAM!!! dame it...$480!!! dame it ARG!!! im precious cam! haiz...I DUN TINK I CAN FIND IT BACk...tat stupit cab driver is dishonest! i have the cab number...but dunno how to locate...haiz feeling sad now...

WCG-Spa & DOTS! pengx

2006-07-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

today..After lEsson...while i was going home found out that the WCG is held in my sch..haha

after reaching home my mum suddenly ask me go out...went For a SPA..lol bubble bath haha ...at sembawang..beside the shopping center...had my dinner at the nearby resturant...claypot....yappx...

at nite...had some qurrel with pamela...imagin bEing SCOLDED FOR NOTIN for the pass 3 months?.....is this revange?...i know i treat u badly in the past...but... k nvm its not impt any more.

she had found herself a new lover...yappx...

im not suprize...

hmmm they are calling each other aiai now...yappx...details im not sure..but she told me their not stead...

read her testi : thE guy is willing to wait for her. hmm wonder why

they are not together...maybe pamela still likes jian wen ba her ex (0_o?!)

aniway good luck to her & her new lover yapx..

ends here...

im tired

Enlish project & weida's birthday

2006-07-17T05:55:00.000+08:00

man..today is a...tiring DAy! woke up at 2.30..wash up...straight away rush for project...tIRED!...

weida came my house to do projects..yappx but din helped much...the other 2 member is...gone..haha..i did this project my own k!! 95% all my work!! including THINKING AND DOING...im happy..it nice the design it also my own ;) im a genise

i help weida celebrate his birthday by treating him prawn mee,BBQ fish & chicken wings..hmm cost me $16..yappx bought a cake for him also shh...mon gonna suprize him.

haha..his a sad person actually. he nver celecbrate all his birthday..yappx and his a good fren of mine.helped me in my sch work haha his good at programming and im dumb at it..BUTT IM GOOD AT DESIGN!

hmm i din slp...now it like 6am?! 8am haven presentation

IM GONNA LOOK SMART wearing ALL BLACK!

Audition & 101 TALk

2006-07-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

alright...today meeting khairul & bEnjamin at newton..we going For Audition..HEy ou kNow What? i Din even Prepare!..haha...singing FENG..by jay chou...by i'm not very sure about the lyrics...lolx

reach there...only seen Khairil..ben was LATE!..lol but nvm...reach there practice my FENG..his singing 1st by tat singapore idol winnner...btw his singing is..really good.

saw feldy...his playing guitar...and singing..woot..jia you..hMm his waiting for Qiao lin & Glynis hmm..

Khai went in for the audition 1st..lol fellowed by Ben..and ME!

you know what..they say about me?...oh wait!..during my audition I WAS HOLDING A LYRICS! haha coz i dun really know how to sing FENG...lolx...

i screw up..coz i was reading the HAN YU PINYIN

i dun know how to read chinese char actually...serious!...even a 6years old chinese spelling i have some trouble.haiz dame!

then after singing...they say..hmm..it would be better if you sing w/o lyrics

hmm i can do that..i said...they say ok

STarted Singing KISSGOODBYE...know why i dun wan to sing that?

ITS BORING TO SING THE SAME SONG FOR THE 3rd TIME!(3rd audition)...haha

but they were impress i guess...haha...they say i got a good voice . and they ask. can i go one "ODD THEIF"(dun know how to spell lol) HIgher...

hmm...i tried..haha YES I CAN DO IT!...k...they say i got potiential....and train on it. hmm...one of them say.."edwin although you are not very outstanding in dressing, but you got that speacial thing tat makes ppl wan to look at you twice" "

another said "I think you need to change your boy boy image and try to train more in your body"

lol and hmm Oh "edwin you got a cLEar voIce same as Lee hong" <--- DUN MAKE ME LAUGH! me compair to WANG LEE HONG?! dream on!

wait...if can still rmb "your abit like tat...our "NAME"<--4get who liaox haha but i know his a Gangster from tat 9pm channel 8 show...his from our COmpany.yappx "" hmm edwin Come for next week rehelsal"

and they ask me to come for tonite TALK..haha i drag Khairul along...went home to rush my PRoject.....

went for the 101 TAlk...interesting..i guess..haha...talk about many things...

went home Rush my project after tat..=)

told me mum about what they said...haha..she gave me $200 to buy clothes! thanks mum ;)

NPCC

2006-07-15T02:07:00.000+08:00

I live in hell today..dame sick..dunno why..i suffer in sch..already...

yEt lAter i got to nPCC!

hmm...becoz of npcc i skip my lessons..cut my hair...SUFFER in pain to train them...haiz...

actually i wanted togo home once ive taken my cert...(CII)...but..seeing the unit..going down...yar down...the standards is...-_-""

haizwhat to do? its the instructors Fault..and tats me...they are very disrespectful now...i even heard...tze hao HAD A GOD SIS IN SEC4! -_-"

k...i feel tat ...we should not be too close with them UNLESS they are graduates...

haiz...dame me...luckily the unit is STILL SLIVER....or i really have to mood to go down...liaox...gold is very far away from us..haiz...dame it almost got gold...so near yet so FAR!

k..i suffer alot today...dame sick..HIGH Fever...but i continue to GUild the new NCOs...on how to teach(Amazing 1/2 din touch npcc i can still rmb most of the stuff!) wahaha...butt...mAny think kinda forgotten..haha...

k..went home alone..the rest went to eat...i was like walking tru HELL ....on my way back...the bus is like dame long to arrive...

once i reach my home..i put down all my stuff and straight to bed...

ask my auntie to bring me COLD PACK & thermometer..guess what Its a HIGH fever 39.2!!!!...took some medician and went into COMA...

9pm woke up..felt better!!! haha TAT WAS FAST! 37.8 now...hah i got fast recover rate...

hmm...rest well...tmr i got AUDITION to get into MUSIC ALLIENCE...god bless

KTV outing

2006-07-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

mm..todays is my "class" outing...hmm sad din take group picz...bUtt piCtures says all...yappx here goes...hmm we sang and sang...lOl aLEX complain..about singing too much chinese songs...haha we were divided...lOlx...tink we have to sperate the rooms..haha...

lAter on mOst of the people went off..sight..

me feldy jasmine and grace was left behide..haha...We sing...some more songs...The lAst song tAt we sing was SUPERWOMEN!!! You Were mY SupErWomen~~~haha i dunno how to read the chinese CHARECTERs..but i just love the tune...

hMm gRAce and fedly went Else where..and and jasmine went home by train..yAppx tOok some pics on the train..lOlx...

end here yAwn im tIred

Devils Bar

2006-07-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha tODay After sch..i went home to Sleep....woke up around 9.30pm..to bath...haha..went out after tat

hmmthis time im going with my class mates and some of thier fren frens...

guYs $20...kINDa Ex...but nVm..iTs my 1st time going there aniway...yap

hmm...reach there explored the area...-_- iTs....the dance floor is dame small...techno..sommore...theres more ppl in the techno section..hmm kinda mix..

the r&B area is realli realli small...iTs a BAR...for talking...not for dance

yappx..went drinking after 3am...k 4 glasses of tiger...& 1 cup of Voka sprite...ARg...im drunk..very drunk......iT was lAter then i relise i was drunk...

coz i went to the dance floor and look for jAmes...And EFFECT suddenly KICKed in...dame it...

i almost canot find my way back...keep on spining...

arg..sat there..to rest...started talking rubbish..kinda high hAha...

arg i wanna vomit...Arggg...vomITed rite in front of my fren into tHe cup Eee...haha

then later vomiteed again in the tolite 2X...

went home by train...james and kyo acompany me...

went home staight away bAng SlEEP!

12pm woke up...

Went shopping with Alvin Dexian & JAckson...haha bouGht a CAP

3 days Blog...

2006-07-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

TUEDAY

HEez i Went Sim lIm With Me , nic, james serene & PEi ting..yappx bought some new stuff...WEB CAM, HARD DISK 80GB & mic

WEDNESDAY

**Audition for VOICEOUT 2006 singing competition...
**ORIEN 2006 singing compeitions Finals...

went for the audition today...hmm i dun tink i can make it coz i din really prepare anything...i sang the same song for te 1st audition...the diffrence is this time is better..coz im not tense any more..yappx..the grudge..Love my song KISS GOODBYE..hmm tats makes a ++points for me..but..its edwin whos singing so TATS A DIFFREN STORY....hope to get in...haha it will be my 1st pulic performance if i get into the finals..godbless...

After tHE Audition went to watch the ORIEN singing Finals...dame im ANGRY!!! the duet catergory is sooo...easy..their singing SUX!!! yet they can win..knn...solo is dame good..yappx..tats why i din got in...hmm next time DUET!!!

liyana called after tat..."EDWIN!! where are you..can u come earlier? coz im alone.." haha she came 2 hours earlier for the TV ACTING class..so.after finish watc tHE ORIEN singing competition finals ...i went down straight...

went down saw QIAO LIN & LIYANA...haha..i went in te dance studio and started singing...lOlx...and zi lian awhile looking at the mirror and dance..lOlx...

the instructor was...erm diffrent..maybe his a drama teacher.tats why his very funny yappx...hmm one thing i dun get it..is out of the blue grace told me "edwin, jasmine is not coming to class coz shes not feeling well" haha...kinda puzzle..but O-well thanks for telling me..& take care jasmine =)

THURSDAY

today i only went for one lesson in sch and i skip the rest!! coz today i went down to CMPB to defer my ARMY enlistment...yappx..i was DAME TIRED...went home to slp after the 1st lesson..haha

6.30 woke up...preper abit..7pm lEft my home to TheNextStage..having my STAGE ACTING class today..liyana din turn up..kinda strange coz almost every lesson i will see her.k nvm hEArd tat its becoz she felt tat she dun like acting...

same instructor...teaching us..JOKER..haha...

Oh YAh!!! Me & Kasand we act out a scene(BGR) qurrelling...hMmm..we act out so.."WELL" tat i got into the feeling & started to rmb how i qurrel with pamela @ SUNTEC Fountain of Wealth..its LIKE VERY REAL...

kasand was like holding my arms not letting me go and i said "pls Let Me go!" and i push her away..its like very very real..EXECT Scene i qurrel with my ex...hmm...tinking back..im a dame mean bf...haiz

dun talk about tat...k...after that we went to NEWTON FOOD CENTER and eat yUM!!! STRING RAy...( Edwin, Alex, Feldy, Johnathan, Cindy, Jasmine, Qiao Lin, Terence,angeline & grace) HAha Feldy's treat haha so good thanks =) too bad liyana is not with us to enjoy this haha ;)

went home after tat...hAiz 2 more leSsons And We Are gone!!..arg..I WILL MISS YOU ALL!!!

sad to say i prefer you guys rather then my poly's classmates..maybe its becoz we think the same..we like to Perform..either sing, dance or act..haha..and most importantly WE ARE FUN PEOPLE!!!!!..

Study for Math & programming Test

2006-07-04T03:57:00.000+08:00

alright. today was a broing day at sch...HAha...same thingy happen...late for class..as usual...hmm..

after sch wei da & li xin came my house to play ..lOl coz later we are gonna study at Woodlands there..yappx mAc..

hAha we are late! played too mUCh KYo & Li pengx Was Rushing us..haha

reAch there..hmm..din really study haha talk talk talk talk..lol...arg im gonna fail my MATH AGAIN! ...& C# programming

Sentosa & MTV Dance

2006-07-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

Whaha toDay i WOKE UP LATE!!! too tired yst...haha rush to Sentasa..hmm..when there quite boring coz no volly ball..have but too HArd..i want the sodt touc one..and they went palawan beach Zzz...no court how to play -_-" Went there sun tan ALL THE WAY..haha but im not tan at all..HEez..

after tat went straight to dance.

The dance IS SHOIK!! TAKE THE LEAD!

hmm fun fun...i begaining to know how to dance lIaox..Heez i hope.

after tat went..millinia walk(beside suntec) and eat...coz went to support Liyana...singing Marathon 90hours OF SINGING!!!!!!!!...omg...haha..tats singing NON Stop...

wnt to take some pic b4 we went home..haha...wa tired

IM GONNA GO COMA TMR!!!!!!

Jazz funk Dance LEsson

2006-07-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

Thursday Night Was HELL! i rush my FLASH PROJECT..till 4am..haha start at 10pm...lOlx..hmm last min work..end result hmm nice ba..i tink...

Went hOme t sleep After Sch...

woke up...tHen Went juntion 8 mEet with Iiyana & jasmine..haha...hmm went to eat some snaKez..b4 going there..jasmine was with her frenz so i & liyana went Window Shop..lOlx..meet up lIaox...then went NEWton

Hmm my Sch mate is coming along JAmes..HAha fun rite james??....

At nIght Went for JaZz Funk..mAn tHE lEsson IS FUN! the ladies ARE HOT...lOlx..hMm mAn i luv DAnce...After tat We Went hOMe SlEep ZzzZzz...im tired bYe bYe

camera Lesson && SUPERMAN

2006-06-29T04:45:00.000+08:00

Pictures Says a thousand words ok =) HEez i jUSt lOve taking Photographs..haha.."Its a Group Activie Which bring group/team member together & have a sense of belonging" <---I came up with this myself..hAha..itS true rIte?...like After tAking..when u GO bAck hOMe...u Will Say HEY mum this is MY CLASS!!...yapps something like that...

hmm tODay ar...it was OK...haha kinda sianz have to RMB THE SCRIPT...haha..and present..luckily din chosse me...I got SHORT TERM MEMORY...lolx...DUN LAUGH...

hmm after lesson we have to RUSH TO SHAW house..to catch SUperman!!!

Wahaha it was ok...give it a 7/10..haha...we were Split up.....i Was sitting with Liyana lolx...hmm the rest dunno sit where...

half way tru the movie..liyana mum called...haha she have te rush home...lolx...sian i was sitting alone then Zzzz...

finish liaox i tOok 162..to YCK...HEeez i LOVE MY HOME!...transport its like a breeze..Sports hall, stadium...EVERYTHING! except shopping center...nvm its building aniway...HAha...

on my way home chat with jasmine yappx...until i reach home...hmm..tink she sick ba..not going sch so we chat till 4am...went down to eat...tHen now BLogging...LAter zzzz

yAppx tats all for today ;)

Vocal lesson

2006-06-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

Pictures says a thousand words..haha..can cut short...my typing..coz im tired..nahx...

Heez HAd Whole LOtsa fun today!!!!...haha went out after lesson with afew of my class mates...HEez Went plaza Singapura..eat...

hMm tmr Got LEsson Again...After LEsson WATCING SUPERMAN!!!!!!!!!!!! Woot! $5 haha..with my class mates..mAn i lUv my class...HAha fun luving PeEpz

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lAst nIte was hELL!!!..had headache coz today had to sumITt Draft fr projects..and I HAD NOT STARTED!!!...lOlx..i PANIC!!!..called Amanda...lOlx.. very trouble some...so we decided to do the projects together...she came over AT 4AM in the morning!...lolx..i so bad !...got her dad ExcorD her..YAppx...Zzzz..I Was not doing at ALL!!! i was listening to music..haha..leave her doing ALL ALONE..man im SO BAD...yAwn~...jIA YOU AMANDA!!! haha...hmm do until 7.30am bA...she went home..zzzz ALONE...hAha im so bad...how can i treat a girl like tat?...hmm...not GEntleMAn HAha...

Pop singing

2006-06-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

friday...i Did my english project..yappx..mY Fren came over to my House...haha i've 4gotten and overslept...tot i set alarm..haha

hMm did 'something'...hope it does not suckz coz the WHOLE IDEA is mine...they just errr...do the..hands on work..haha im know im bad if i say this butt!!!...i can do the project alone..haha..seriously im just lazy...hAha...coz thEy kinda make it worst you see...haha...they left my home at 7pm...yAWn~!

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OKie..lEts tAlk About tODay. hmm Amanda Came oVer to my house to do project...hMm actually she should be here at 2.30...end up 4.30pm Then Arrive..-_-"

EH miss Pls Dun Burn my time k? i've already told you..i gotta leave at 5.30...so next time dun be SO LATE!!!...

k...we did not even start...coz of some tEchnical ProBlemz..now lets see...WE ARE GONNA FAIL!!!!...

-_-"" you know what? i've kinda got the "NEW YEAR" feeling now...just wanna say a HAPPY NEW YEAR to myself for DOING NOTHING in this holiday..i din even touch my homework...congrats edwin your gonna fail!

k..fine..-_-""" 5.30 i left for my classes..min time Liyana...& Grace Msg me..haha

OMg Liyana WAS ONE HOUR EARILER!!! haha...she is sure excited about...the lesson..was it? or you rmbed wrongy? Haha..girl ...yOUr Just 14!...haha Butt! she look mature..yAPpx kinda lIke my age ;)

k..reached...saw liyana grace and alex...HAha kinda PATATIC only 4 in my class attended tat FREE lessons...

but the total for tat lesson is about 25?...yappx

hMmm tHe LEsson was OK...learn a few methods to sing...just the basics...but to me its something new..coz im not from CHOIR

k..class ended..Went TAKA to eat with tHEm..HAha...yOu know what?

tODay was the 1st time i ever talk to tHem HAha!!! cant believe..coz we just know each other...but this time We tALKED coz we chat in msn...YAppx...all tHAnks to my SHITWORK by collecting ALL THE "students" in my class Contacts... ;)

haha know why i did that? coz i just cant stand ppl scolding me for not doing anything...as in some ppl just have to do it WHY NOT ME? yappx tats why.

aniway...just find them intresting..coz WE CLICK WELL DUN WE?

haha while we were eating...we chat..Hmm..kinda FuNny...Laugh alot..HAha...

omg i just cant believe tat we actually TALKED for the 1st time and click soo well & even went out together! ;)

k...went shopping later..MAN I LUV TO SHOP!...haha had been shopping for the passed few days..man i broked!!!!

bought a TRACK PANTS for my DANCE..haha dunch wan to be scolded by my artise manager again =)

went home after that yAWn~

Went out With char

2006-06-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

hAha..today went out with char..hmm shopp at many places...at first went Centerpoint buy gift for her supervisor..back in Aus..haha..hmm

tHen she pEi ni Eat..lolx..she keep SAying im SLouching!!! haha..then i have to stand Straight..but aniway thanks...

hAHa..after eating Went To Far east Shop!!!

hAha Went 77th street and bought 2 Clothes..aww coz my 60 Buckz..but its worth it..nice nice...

went WheelLock after tat..Apple..then adidas...bought a shoe..hMm NIce and oly 99!!!...

hmmm still got time left...went

esplanade...walk walk..haha...hMm..took Some PIcz...;)...

lOlx went home after tat..arrr...im darn tired...;)

Audition&vocal Technique

2006-06-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

lOlx...wEee..HENG!! i din lost my Voice...haha today's the big day...hmm

ArriVEd there early! 11.30am..hmm got my number 19!!..haha wait there like crazy!!! 2.5hours of waiting..dame BLOODLY waste my time. hmm

got inTErvIewed by the "reporters" haha so fuuny the camera so closed to my face..ask me..some stupit question..lol..Why i join this compitition...hAha coz i Luv to Sing...And She took Down my pArticularx and tOok a Pic..

BTW WHAT THE HELL 50 OVER PPL WHY CHOSSE ME!!!!

my tURn i was like waiting like crazy...

i enter the rOom..goss the atmosphere is..very...-_-"

i intro myself...hAha...tHEn started to sing...KISS GOoDBYE

gOoss i can fEel my Voice iS ShAking!!! and not cleAr..nervous i tink...haha but sing until quite high piTch..haha heng din "Zhao Sia" haha

over..phew -_-" "Edwin...ur dictIon not gOod" means NOT CLEAR!

k i admit i MUMBLE!!! dame...

end liaox went home slack

then went for my Vocal lEsson...

bORING!!! learn how to use what plcae to produce voice..so CHIAM! i dun understand..haha...

i type a list pass around...haha...and use my SUPER BIG pen ..lol

at last got all their contacts!!!

went home...

you know what pamela called "EDWIN! WHERE ARE YOU! home? meet you outside my sch now!"

k...fine...i know why she wanna meet me..

I was right! pass me back my camera coz i lend to her fren.u know what..the moment She saw me mailto:&^%@&amp;amp;^%*&@*&^#* SHE WAS SHOUTING AT ME...dame scolding me for nothing ...vent All HER ANGRY ON ME!!!

some more all her frens are there!!! k..fine...

arr...i so poor thing...dame.

MTV dance

2006-06-21T14:54:00.000+08:00

hAha..sian..i Woke up Around 3 or 4pm...Slack online abit..tHen leave for my nite class...goss my life is bored

HEez ya! tODAy's my fav class MTV dance..hmm.. fun!!!

lEarn mAny StUff!!! i wanna learn more...but sadly no more liaox...all Vocal & ACting now..haha

Slient Hill

2006-06-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

mAn..tHe same thing happen again..butt this time Dexian is coming with us.

hmm Alvin & jackson Is taking AgeS to reach..as always IF ITS ME. THEY WILL SAY REACH NEVER SAY SORRY. lame.

they reach. nvm turn out to be MY FAULT! why?

we called them we are watching movie they say ok. BUT THEY DIN ASK WHAT MOVIE WE ARE WATCHING

now they are blaming me for not telling them b4 we buy the tickets DAME!

always like tat.

and know you wat i was Dame angry and asked them. "SO YOUR NOT PAYING?!"

k...they got Du lan with me..."Edwin i Will PAy yOu dun worry!"

you know what? its not the 1st time...everytime when i involes MONEY they will %^$@*@&^%@...

haiz...now...im sad coz ive been askin myself am i in the wrong...coz when i asked them once the din reply me..i was so angry i left w/o telling them..and you know what? they din even msg or call...

dots...confused

Slither

2006-06-18T04:09:00.000+08:00

wahaha today i SlEep until vEry lAte!! zhusheng called me while i was sleeping..ask me wanna go out anot...

meeting him at 4pm@amk mrt

lOl...Went to wash up and went out...

hMm We ALight at Orchard MRt Went mAny PLACes..

far east...went there See got nIce Shirts anot..man i love to shop!

butt that zhusheng wanna slp liaox...-_-" he say i can tag well with girls when shopping lolx...coz i was going tru each shop to see got nice shirts or assor..

lOl so i dun get to sEe..hmm huNgry le..went to buy my fAvourite OYSTER MEE swa..haha

hMm Went to Hereen to buy my New Adidas watch..lOlx Black..actually wanted to buy green..my favourite colour..BUtt!! it doesnt match with the clothes i wEar so sadly have to chosse BLACK..but its nice any way ;)

after that went CiniLeisure To walk walk..hMm Wannted to watch Movie bUtt all very late

so went all the way to Plaza Singapura...lol

bought the tickets..went arcHard Slack kIll some time...haha

bought NAtco and coke in..yum yum...hMm tHe movie was...ok...rate 6 out of 10...coz at lease it makes me laugh...

lOts oF BLOOD!...haha knida like Resident Evil~

End le..went home Zzzz

manda msg me..wanna conference..lol i replied back...but she din msg me after tAT...

until i reach home she msg : "edwin are ou gonna stay out all day?"

haha...i asked pamela to call her 1st i'll call back later...

lol coz i just reach home...hmm On my lapPy..chat on MSN...then Si hui said hi to me...lOlx..i also 4get how i know her then we RE-intro...

then came to talk about my ex how we broke up..."long story why not you call me" lol she cant call me so in the end i have to call her...

hmmm din know i will talk to her until 3hours!!! haha it was 3.30am hungry went down eat..it was tHEn i relise it was so LAte lIAox!!!

haha GUess pAmela & manda is alsleep laiox so i din bother to msg or call them they still talking anot...

hmmm sian again i went down to eat alone...quiet fast...

while i was eating i was smsing with Si hui

then reach home we chat again..lol

OMg...until 6Am!!!! GOSS i din know it was So EARLY liaox -_-" k...tired le..bye bye

bOred to death...

2006-06-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

hAix..Sian its holiday now..and i stuck at home..why? cox my frenz are busy...the usual 4..zhusheng alvin jackson...arg...

stayed at home watched Naruto All the way...ate jUnk fOod...listen to music & chatting on msn...

man tat was bored...oh YAr charlottle thomas/tomson<---err not sure..is coming back to singapore..haha..she went Aus to study..hMm...lOl she ask Me CAll her every day..to check she reach singapore already anot...girls...are pain in the ass...

if she pick up..she's in singapore...

oh yAr she's dame lucky to dRive a Private plAn! im soo jEalous!!! arg...

Oh yAr im not supPost to tell any one she's cuMing bAck...lolx..tATs what she tOld me... SHHHH!!!!...coz she say this is not a social vist...lol.

haha..tink nvm...who ever is reading this i dun tink you know who is she..I BET!

hMm...come to tink of it ive nver actually talk to her b4 In SchOol...shes a Fren's fren..yappx...

lOl..but i'll be meeting her for iCe Skate if im not wrong...haha kinda weird...

hMm...

Z___4ever

hIp hOp lEsson

2006-06-14T02:36:00.000+08:00

bORing!!! tats one word to say About tat lesson...All so Sian too Short LIAox...

haha i was late..again..haha..hEez...hMm...lEarn a few lOCking & breakin..hAha..abit abit onli..i WAN MORE!!!!!! sian tmr FLIM APPRECIATION..boring wonder what i'll do...HAha

Class outing @east coxx

2006-06-14T02:14:00.000+08:00

yAwn~..hAha zhusheng alvin & jackson Was Still At my house!..haha but they left around 3plus..haha i quiCky PAck my StuFf! coz meeting with my cLassmAtes At yCk mrt...

hMm oh yAr i bOugh a cuTe bEAr bAg..HAha And THE LED belt...lol yst..hmm bought my tat bag along...

hMm Over all Can lArx it was PEi ting bIRthday...overall can can only BORED!!!

it was like sian lor..HAha if i & zhusheng where to go there i Dun tINk i'll be that sian coz they all dun wan play pOol...zzz

gOssip All the way..haha tHEy gIRls say i got tat kinda playboy lOok...as in..hmm not serious in relationship look..haix...im serious K!

And i LoOk yOUng! haha..i dun lOok like 19 rite?

hMm i Slp UnDEr tHE shelter..zZz coma..lOl im too tired to Feel Or listen to them..Slp all the way till morning...haha..

Went to eat nearby..went home zzzz

Harvester Church

2006-06-12T05:27:00.000+08:00

lOl...HAha...today i Set my Alarm @ 7am...lol...in The end...went bAck to Sleep again...haha luCky pamela...give me a wake up call..Heez..or i'll be sleeping all the way le..lol

hMm..goIng there For tHE 1st time..hAHa..she's bringing me there...lolx..hMmm...we was lAte...hAha..SuppOSt to meet @ 8.15 @ yck mrt in the end About 8.30..tHEn mEt up..lOlx..

hAha..tHe chUrch was special...in a cinema HAha..k...erm NOt uSed to it...

hMm reach There le...a Warm WelCome AS Always by tHe "frenz" there mEet mAny PeEpz..haha...

Zzz..i Almost fall asleep...lOl i KNow its Rude..bUt i LASt nite 4plus tHen Sleep tats..why lUCky..pameLa tAp me up...hAha...

Oh YAr!!! i Was SCared To dEAth!! during the prAyer...suDdenly a gIRl LAUGH & CRY...omg...i dunno what to Do...bUt i later found out tat it was common..lol..k..understood..

hMm...After tHE service le...mEt up With tHE frenz tHere..hAha...tHEy ask ME Wanna Go Eat Not..lOlx..as usual..lArx..but im GoIng for lUnch With pamela...hEez..

we lEft the PLAce..and weNt to TAKA...haha...Ate at MOS...HAha We tAlked Quite a while!!! haha i tink for almost 2hours? err..i dun know how lOng but qUIte awhile ba...HAha...Coz iTs lIke...bEen awhile sInce we went out...together...

hMm tHen she went to mEet MAnDA..i Was left alone!!! haix..Why? coz manda's mum was there... hAha kINDA strict ONly GIRLS ALLOWed...tats why...haha i was left Wandering around...

until manda msg me..haha ask me join in ;)

meeting tHEm in FAr east..HAha...

SHOPPING!!! i was lIke Crazy ShOppIng Spent QuiTe alOt $100++//haha $70 on a belt alone...tot tat belt iS exp..but kinda nice i tink...hAha...err...right?

bought some sHIRts...too..Lol..

hMm...HAd LOts OF Fun!!... And yAr!! i was DAme Shy!!! when tHE gIRls hOOked on my arms..haha...kinda Weird...one ON tHE LEft & the other on the right...lOlx fuNni...while walking to CIniii lEisure...

WEnt to PLay pOol After tAT..hAha...SUre Enjoyed myself LOts at there..haha...

hmm..oH Well gOod things mUst End yAr? HAha we 3 hAd EnjoyEd ourslef LOts...hAha..yAppx..tHEn the gIRls lEft...loOkin foR mAnda's mum hAha..

.i was left aLone agAin WaiTing For my fRenz..zhuSheng JAckson & Alvin...tHEy MADE ME WAIT 4hOURS!!! lucky i was with pam & man..arg..haha..BUTT!!! ENJOYED MYSELF LOTS!!!..haha ive lOng for tat smile of mine appEAr liaox..ever since so mAny thINgs hAppen...

hMm after tat met up with mY fren walk around eat..tHen tHEy came to my House TON!!! haha...tats what im Doing nOw...lOlx...

Tmr Got Class OutINg @ East coast

hOpe tat i CAn Wake up...

Z__4ever

Jazz Funk

2006-06-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

hAHa...sian tODay ActuALly can go out!!...arg i LOng tIMe never Went OUt lIAox ...dame sian...Coz my Class tODAy gOing to Watch MOvie...Shes the man...

i got dance clAss At nite...hmm about 7.30pm..in the end i went home sleep...b4 going there yappx

hMmm...i love my Class HAha almost equal guys & girls...about 10 each yAppx hmm..JAzz Funk..mUst dance with FeelIng HAha..my INstruCtor dAme Hot!!..HAha...she SAy gIrls mUSt uSe tHE seDuctive lOok on THe guys lOlx...

Aniway THE GIrls DAnce DAme hot..HAha my inStRuctOr DeMo on a GUy...waaaa...HE BUEY TA HAN!!!! dAme HoTt!!!..lOlx....hEez

hAha i hAd a dance pArtner Cindy She DAme Shy HAha dare not lOOk at me!!!...lOlx ..haha im not sy this time..dunno why lOlx...aniway i Was Fun...im begainning to addict to DAnce i Wanna lEArn mORE!!!

NExt LeSson HIP HOP!!! haha im looking foward to it...hEez

Causeway

2006-06-07T01:03:00.000+08:00

tODay After sch mEeting pamela xueli & vincent yappx...went there to buy my ear stud...hAha..eat at mAc...hMm Walk walk awhile Went time zone..lolx...siAnx...actually i wanna play but no mOod..in the end watch them play...lol

hMmm around 9+ liaox we went home...as i went up the platform...i just dun know why...i cried...i wanna hold back but i cant...

goss...xueli came...omg wth she saw me crying!...and ask...yar your right...its becoz of tat matter...hAix...aniway thanks for your console..yAppx...went home...omg...pamela asked me about what happen...guess xueli told her ba...haix

z___4 ever

TheNextStage

2006-06-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

haha today meeting pamela after sch...man sch was early i was lAte..haha...Hmm..6pm tHen nEed to reach hAha..walk talk awhile..b4 going to newton...hmm still early too haha..talk..sing at the near by CC..

6pm le..walk to TheNextStage...haha..hMm the person interviewed her..hMmm..sounds expensive if she wanna lEarn mOre..haha...went...

gRassrOot lAter..hmm meeting up with vincent & her two fren..yapp..pLAyed pOol..hAha..& the archard games there...i was dame bOred...haha waited for them to play finish 9pm+ -_-" yaWn finAlly tHey wanna go liaox haha

pamela wanna learn blade hAha..sO tHEy came my house there...i ate 1st b4 teaching her...yappx..she pLAy until dun wan to go home haha...

vincent tOo & her two fren...hmm awhile later her two fren went home..haha...left me pamela , vincent...lOlx..

pLAyed for Quiet some Time...b4 tHEy went 7-11 to Buy Drinks..haha...

hAix...i rmb sHe said.."hmm jUSt lIke b4 horx.." yAh...just like b4....and everything..all those memories & feeling i tried to hide all this while just came back..haix...We suddenly talk about all the pAst how we used to be...

and she said "See...dun trust me!!"...hAix..i really have no idea..Why i CAnt sEems to cool down...& trust you...haix...

tat night really makes all the fEeling & memories back....talk alot about our past...

bored liaox pamela, vincent went my house seat seat...haha...listen to music..sian...hAha my mum woke up..scolded me...lolx...k..we went down...

sat there talk...haha...dAnce...sing...haha VEry bOred but fun..coz look at our face! all so sleepy...haha

haha...ton until morning they took the 1st train home..yawn tired...

Family Chalet

2006-06-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

hAha..my Grandma's birthday..a picture speak a thousands word here goes

PHS concert & Speech Drama lesson

2006-06-03T03:46:00.000+08:00

siAnx...tODay juSt BEcox OF thE conCert i SkippEd ALL MY SCH LESSONS!!!...omg..tats bad...but lucky i went to tick my attence For the 3hours lesson or DEBAR liaox..haha i 8am lesson 2pm then u Pro hOr?...lOlx..

Went to eat alone...tHEn Went to tAopAyoh alone again..sianx..

reAch there 3pm..starts At 3.30 WaitEd awhile b4 enter..the cONcert hall...hMm..sat on the right..alone -_-" omg...later i was ShOCk! pamela's Parents & sis(cheryl) was sitting beside me!! arg...really...i was lIke OMG!...haha...talk to her mUm yAppx...then we watch the performance...HEez..

hMm NIce Show!...haha..you sAng/dance well ! jia you!..hAha & anna ur best fren yappx...hMm din manage to take xueli pIc coz too far liaox..HAha...

Oh yAr..lAter i was Suprize to See tat campus superstar boy Yi YUN performing haha..hMmm no bAd...

hMm...left the place STRAIGHT after the show...lolx..walk around tHe place awhile went to eat @mos alone again...sad* used to it..lOlx..

hMm...siAnx lIAox no pLAce to go liaox...went Mrt took train to Newton...OMG i was DAMe eARly!! 6.30reach!!! 8pm lesson!!! god dame shit...nvm

i waited on the stair case there PRactice singing all the way phew...dame siAnx..

went there eArly 7.30pm..hAha waited lIke MAd all tHE way today...HAix..

hMm my Class GOt mORe gIrls tHEn boYs..haha & they are like dame sweet&pretty FeEl very extra there...ugly duckling...haha...arg

but The LEsson Was IntRestIng!@! Speech Drama

hMm went back to primary sch leARning how to SPEak proper englisg haha..PLayed some games...Dame fun 1 & half HOurs LEsson Was fun!..haha next thursday Fashion!!! haha cant wait.

yah! start my artise programme liaox

2006-06-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

wahaha finnaly started my artise programme...haix miss the 1st lesson coz i dame too tired after clubing and going to sch in the morning...here is the dates

Artise Preparatory Programme

31May: Personal grooming & presentation
2June : Speech in Drama
6Jun : Fashion Basic
6Jun : after Fashion/ Etiquette
9Jun : Jazz Funk
13Jun : Hip Hop
14Jun : Film Appreciation
20Jun :MTV Dance
21Jun : Vocal Techniques
27Jun : Tone Production
28Jun : Performing in front of the camera
5July : Introduction to TV Acting
6July : Stage Acting
10July : Hosting skill
3Aug :audition Tip & Tricks

oh yah...there's a singing compeTItion...hMm think of taking part...hOpe that i can at lease get to the top few..haha...nOw think of singing What songs..tat suits me...

oh yAr pAmela called me jUSt now...shE wAs oVer joYed! the person called her...from my company...hMm Omg the worst thing They sAy Edwin is yOur Boyfriend right?...HAha...omg hOw tHe hell did they rmb???....oh nvm..tats the past....now break le...bEen months....aniway haha im happy for her...;) good luck

party @MOS(underage)

2006-05-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

wAhaha..tODAy...lOl tot Not going lIaox kinda scRewed up ..lucky Xiu zhen called...tHEn got ppl PEi me...HAh tHEn i called azmi & tiensheng to pei wo...

yAppx my classmAte amAnda Was tHEre too Yappx lucky got her She hElped me get the last min TICkets...Or i NEeed to buy at a higher PRice lIAox thanks.

Omg mAny ppl Was tHEre tHE nCc pEepz..Steph xueting lAlu...hmm Still got chEryl? if im not wrong...and some OTher pEeps From Ang mo kiO sec wahaha...

buTt! tHe Queue Was Dame Long!!..haha tink about 12.30am tHEn got in...HAha the Rest went home coz tHEy UNDER under age..16 with IC then can go in...yappx

OMg...im Dame High..HAha...When Siaox DAnce All the Way till mORning 5am pHEw tIRed...HAha hAve Alots oF fun...sad...MoSt of my Frenz Are NOT SPORTY eunnff...to go...

lOlx...hmmm...mAny pPl tHEre all Went Wild le...OMg i no bAlls...i Dare NOt lOok At tHe gIrls!!...coz She Was kINda hinting me tO dAnce Then i Dare not Look...I shy...i FASter TuRn awAy!...hAha So PAisey!!!...lOl mAny times...liaox guess im a shy person ba...Arhaha...

actually tot oF leaving At 3.30..HAha bUt tHe moment i wanna leave OMg mY fAv muSIc!!..haha ruSh to tHE dance fLooR...dame High in te End YEs! my RingtonE PUMP IT!!!! luv it WAHAHA!!!... hIt tat Chick IN the bOtTom!

haha..left Te place at 5am...talk awhile untill 6am tOok tHE1st train Zzz..i was drunk haha walking woBby...lOlx...dame tired lEsson starting at 12pm..zzz

Accidentally in Love

2006-05-29T18:26:00.000+08:00

hAIz why is it u muS ignore me...what have i done?...

maybe ive not really put down all my past...but tats why i dun dare to confess...

but ever since tat day..i keep tinkin about you...i keep tellin myself tats impossible...i just got to know u...

haix i just dun get it why must u ignore me...

it feels terrible...

i will cry no more

2006-05-29T15:18:00.000+08:00

its bEen 2months plus..Ever Since tAt dAy...tinKing bAck...iVe Done Some Stupit tHings WhICh Can hUrt any girl bADly...maybe tats scorpio's explosive temper...i BEgaining to believe whats written on the horoscope...

for me...tinking back...sometimes i can treat u very good but once things Got oUt of hand...things can turn real bAd...yar? quIte Dramatic wHen we Quarrel...lOts oF Shouting crYing..puShing...tInk some of my frenz Seen tat...some of the places include Bugis(beside the movie ticket office), Suntec(Fountain of wealth), junction8 & her house

i Really hAve no idea why i rEact to tat way...whom i love so dEeply...

hAix...

sEe what you have done?..maybe its Her Who Wanna break us up...but

because of ur act of dishonesty,

because of what u so called claim,

that u're afraid i'll be upset.

And because of ur KINDNESS,

SEE WHAT U HAVE DONE?

IF ONLY U WERE HONEST FROM THE START,will we end up like that?

IF U WERE TRUTHFUL FROM THE START,

WILL WE?

(I'm tired and i wanna break...)

funfair..

2006-05-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

Sianx...tODay late woke up...meeting zhusheng alvin & jackson the usual 4..haha...OMg ShuSheng got gf lIAox!! so fast...omg...

hmm...went there late..nEAr jolYn House there HAha...Sian Raining...bORing!!! tat funfair...thEir sch sooo sMAll..NOt use to it...

hMm..pamela msg me ask me play pool yappx...tot i was bORing there went down there...

tOok Cab..hAha...reach tHEre liaox they cnaot go in!!! haix...coz wearing slippers...

in tHE end i went in myslef...

She was with vincent yappx...hAha i PLAyed with vincent 1st..PRo hE won mE!!! arrrrg! angry!...later played with pamela...yAppx oF course Win her...she seems distructed..dunno why ..

vINcent and me turn! arg promise to win you! ...bOom yESS!! i won! haha...nice final ball..won him by 2 bAlls...;)

arahaha they bluff me the movie starting at 5.30 to rush me to orchard to find they all...after playing finish...i left leaving them behide..yappx.

Arrr angRyy..they actually bluff me...i rush there!...haix nvm...late liaox..do din watch...walk walk i bought a clock lol..tot i was nice...walk walk went eat...then went home...

i couldnt feel a thing now....

haiz

2006-05-26T02:11:00.000+08:00

today i meet up with her to pass me the tickets...still the same attitude towards me...hAIz..."nia you ticket" tats all...

i Went to buy Drinks Saw nu er<--no more...call xue li or jaslyn better rite...hMm talk to her for awhile..yappx...Then Went home...on da way saw her

Called her afew times she HEArd but Just dun wan to turn back..bUt Opps She was walking While mSging me.

she laughed...tAlk a while...just a few words tats all...

actually...tot shes not angry...for what i did last time liaox...

should have belieVe in her! stupit.

tOo lAte...

all i can say now is jiA you fOr yoour Concert!!!

arrrr

2006-05-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

HAiz..whAt did i Do tHAt mAkes yOU ChANge your Attitue tOWards me...arrgg...

or im i irritiating? just tell me.

Can the heart, that has been thoroughly hurt, still continue to love me?

pls...

2006-05-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

hAiz pls...i really dun know what ur doing...Ur tHE one Who gIve me up...it been 2months liaox...u Sldnt HAte tat Devil Who BRoke us lAiox rite? WHy Are yOU Still HAting??!.. I Do, i Really hate her Lots for breaking US up...

but what can i do...Helpless, not given even a SINGLE chance to amend...

bUt Now yOU already HAve the one you love lAIox wat more u Wan ...

HAix...

it hurts...

cry edwin...cry...cry till you die...

Arrrr- unexplainable

2006-05-22T02:52:00.000+08:00

Arrr...hAIz theres A unExplainable fEeling inSide me now..i FeEl tErrible. i CAnt be RIght? dun thInk tOo mUch k...

PhoTo Collection Cum oUting

2006-05-21T07:52:00.000+08:00

tOday Is mY PhoTo CoLLection day.mEeting uP With jOlyn, xiuzhen & shirley..yAppx

hAha i LAte! suppost to meet up @ 1pm..omg..HAha nvm jolyn also lAte lOlx..

hMm..Went to tAnjong pAjar Eat 1st VEry hungry!!!...haha..ate JApenese food..saba set yUm~

hMm lAter walk there..CollEct my pErsonal Picz..hEez thEy still give a CD got my pic on the cover =) nice!

LAter Went..ORchard Walk walk haha...

Went to CiNe 1st ...haha Went uP lvl 9 take Picz tHE mUSic Rockz tHEre!! haha..abit like club..but the DJ not there sianx..but We toOk MAny PIz tHEre haha...i jUst lOve to tAke picz..& im a gOOd PhotographEr!!..err i tink

me jolyn, xiuzhen & shirley together we Took PArt IN tHE LEVI'S compEtition lOlx...bEst T-shirt design haha...vEry Fun! haha i any how draw lolx...

7pm le..haha the Competition end le...Wrote Down OUr nAmez And tHE pErson tOok oUR picz...lOlx

WeNt to The Art gAllery After TAt..HAha actually We wanted to Buy the Shirt But VEry Ex...Lolx..So Din Buy...oh yAr! Jolyn & shirley Was DRUNK!!!!! haha

we drINk The RED Wine Wahaha...

WeNt to tAka walk walk...

Went hOme After that ~ lolx...

enjoyed myself lotz

2month pass-im not ok...

2006-05-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

Stop torturing me

2 months hAs PAss...since we broke...today 11th...again the same number...WTH..are you playing games with me? if so..it really hurts...Realli...pls..stop..i cant take it any longer...Some more today is her exam end DATE same 11!!! WTH!!! arg.... miSS you lOTS!!! but i cant call you...coz im irritating...tats What you and manda SAid..tot i was quite HUrting...but..thAnks...For tElling.. Me..

hAiz...ivE bEen Wondering...why why my lOve fOr you Is Still very strong...itS there a problem With me? ...arg i dunno...they say time will heal all wounds...thEy say i will find a better one...in my sch...BUT I DUN WAN I DUN WAN!!!!!!!!!!!

i only want you...

hAiz...what to do...im helpless...all i can do is to Keep Fighting..keeping myself Bz...

ySt my VEry 1st Argo Skate...Ice, Nic me went tO BUkIt BatOk!! omg tHAts fAr...went 2 he SKate pArk there...

my very 1st tIMe @skate park...no ball dun dAre but later Ok le...i fell mAny times..20plus...it hurts...got Lots Of CuTz all over me...but...think iTs ok...

i Dare not try the TAllest Ramps...no balls...haiz...bUt can larx 1st time NOt bAd...

after tat went 2 eat..Ice Recomm The pRawn mee..hMm i tink moI hse there nicer...

i used to Eat Wit her...then...haiz...miss you lOtz...

it hurts....i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you

BADLY!!!..wo ai ni....sorry

02 11 4ever

I miss you lots...

2006-05-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

Did the Gods arrage this?

The day we met: 24 july 2005<-- 2 4+7= 2 11

The day we are one : 2nd 11(november)
The day we broke : 03(march) 11th

The day we met to my brithday 100th day after we met

The day our story ends : 200th day after we met

The day we broke 11 march is thier Term1 Holiday start

The day she start her Exams is on 2nd MAY and ends at 11th MAY omg..tats soo..did you all arrage this..god pls tell me...
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everything is like planned? or am i thinkin too much...maybe so..but..FATE is wat i believe...haiz..but wats the use...your gone...4ever...

IM not ok...its been months..and im like crying every day since you are Gone...
hAIz..really love you lOts...i just cant help myself...why im i still so hurt...

its like we just broke off last week...whats The USe OF CryIN Edwin!!...

haiz i dun like 2 cry..i tried to hold back..just it just got WoRst...

my whole class kNow le..they wan to help me...tHEy wan to Delete HEr pic tOday Omg...Dame u all Dun yOu Ever DELETE or I WILL NVER 4GIVE YOU ALL!!!....maybe they are helping me...

but sorry...all those are part of me...now...sorry...

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Taekundo Training...

2006-05-03T10:35:00.000+08:00

lOlx toDay in Class mY FrEn tOT im A jAPenese lolx..wat makes her tink tat wAy?...i Talk ChinEse i Speak English NOt a part a japenese...hMm mAybe i Quiet in class ba..tHen She nVer hEAr me tAlk...

bUtt tAt Was FuNni...

eNd Class LEhx...5pm..lOl i tAke my Time and walk 5.30 tHEn Reach hOme..Zzzz

arg..sian 6.30pm got TaeKundo...(keep on fighting edwin......keep on fighting...)

omG The tRaining iS tOugh..lOlx coZ trAin by nAtional level...He Say uS fOr oUr oWn gOod..lOlx..i nOob lEhx..lUCkly i got mArtial arts bACkground Or else pEngx...

waa..until now my muscle StiLl pAin...

WeNt hOme..hAix dunknow why...tHE FEel...tat fEelin..juSt came..back...why why why!!!

She Dun EvEn cARe A DamE Shit Of yOU Why you Still...hAIx...GUess its my Fualt For lIking some1 sOo DeePly...put in 100%...now...how am i suppose..to Find the Strength carry on...

hAix...until NOw...the FEeling..is AS nEw as b4...thE more i Wanna ...FAce it..Or run Away..it jUst Started Cumin BAck...itS liKe bAll hIttin on the wall...But if i Dun Do Anything...it jUSt Stays there with me 4ever...

what to do...i cried countless tImes...already...rEAlly Regretted i Din tRust hEr lASt time...Even if Shes lied to me...i should trust her of wat she said...

Reality IS CRUEL!!!!

HAix...Really SerioUSly...wat should i do...wat have i learn? to belive in your gf and ignore the truth?...Or to search fOr truth...ARG I DUN KNOW...

hAix...but all i know is I Wan to save the relationship...i know its over buT i Wan to Know Wats tHE best thIng to Do?...To trust HEr And Ignore the truth Or To Find OUt tHE truth knowing she lied to you...ending up saying "WHY DUN YOU TRUST YOUR galfren?!"

ARg i WannA kNOW WHAT should i Do?!...i wanna Change...i wanna know how to handle tHIs kinda PRoblemsz...

pLs guild me....anyone...

Studio Shot

2006-04-29T16:42:00.000+08:00

that nite b4 i went for..my studio shot...i cried...

WHY WHY WHY!!! its been months..why am i crying...why i miss her so much...WHY!!!...she dun even like you now...why are you still like tat WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really MIs HEr lOTS!!!!!!!...arg...but what can i do...helpless...dAer!!!...mis u lotz...haix...

WeNt to Sch..in tHE mornINg..8am lEsson..again..i Din Slp WeLl..i Din Slp Well For tHE pass Months...Simply MIss hEr lOtz...

Class End Around 3.30..rush home..To chAnge and drEss up...On mY Way hOme saw zi xuan..yappx..

i Took Cab to There..5pm JUst NIce..

tHEy hElp mE.."make up" yUAckz! omg...ER xin..StiLl need to put lIp gross...eEee..Wanna VomIt i HAte thIS kinda StuFf...

tHEn ...i moVe to The studio..hMm..TAt camera mAn..Ask me to FRee pOse..haha So i Any HOw pose...i tried my very bEst to smile...i have to do it...

40+ pICs taken..i only chosse a few...tHEn the rest is Given To my Company...yappx...tats all went home by mRt...wondering if can catch a glimsp Of her...but no...haix...

godbless
mIssIng you BADly..
lUv ya..~muackz

taekunDo tRAining...

2006-04-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

YSt hAd mY 1st trAiing...haha...lASt time im from KArate & aikido...Now jUmp To tHis...hMm..im gooNna trAin hArd!!!...

learn Some unArm Combat.....hAha...sOMe Are New..to me but i StIl tInk mine is MORe effEctIVe..

nvm...haha...im hErE to lEArn hOW to fight...

(keep on fightin...edwin...keep on fightin......)

hmmm...Din really LEarn much...coz HE wasted alot of time talkin...and intro about it...still got watch video some more...haha

Whole thing end at 9pm...

tODay!..after sch...raining!!...haha have to wait in sch..then as i Walk rAin AgAin...

When to cut mOi StuPit HAIr...

Wen hOme bath...aND Dyed my hAiR...

1st TIME I DYE my hair mOiSelf...

HAiz today after Sch i tOld my class mAtes about Wat has happen...coz they say i very Quiet in Class...

then i told them about it...yappx...haiz..i still luv her lots...

tink i wiLl BEcum Monk..le..haiz...

miss you
luv you...sorry...

Nyp D@nce Audition 2006

2006-04-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Sian...tODay 8am started....Zzz...wanna Slp...coz yst i chouldnt slp...i cried...4am plus the slp...haix...end up vEry tIRed in tHE moRning!!!

lEeSon..until 4pm TODay...Went home...SlACk...waited for alvin to release at 5pm..

went to Nyp ArouND tat tIme...Zzz..OMg IM gOing tO tHE Dance Aduition...and i dun even know how to dance...ive nVer lEarn b4...

Lolx We Waited until 6pm...Lolx MAny Ppl!!!! 70+ PpL tUrn up...omg...tAts ALOt!!!

waaa..so many proz...and i dun even know how to dance...

hmm tHEy say Nvm le...coz they are going to teach us a new dance. given 1 and a half hOUr to lEarn...

lOlx it Was fun...My VERy 1st Hip HOp...DAncE LEsOn!!! MAn i lUv it...

lOlx...tot im A nOOb bUt i Sure Enjoyed mYSeLf alOtz...

she INspire me to LEarn to dAnce...yAppx...

Whole tRainning last until 8pm...

AuDitiOn TImE!!...man i NOt Sure!!! omg...arg 4get Alot Of moVEs hOw to go for audition!!!

haha but tink ...nvm ba...

many of the gRoup Went Up...in 5s...

GIrls & BOys...

OMg!!! 70 plUS ppl WAtChin you DancE!!!...tat was ShiOk!

lOl mY tURn me and Alvin same gRoup...lOl i was the 1st...

hmm...tink i 4gotten all tHe mOves bUt...i Sure enjoYed mySelf lOts..haha My 1st DANCe AuDitIon Cum DAnce LEssOn...!!!

lOlx...guess i din get in ba...haha Nvm...tREAt it AS a lEarnIn process...nver GIve up!!! i Luv DAncing...i Wan To lEarn!!!

im Waiting For mY DAnce/ACt & Singing cOURse @TheNExtStage...to start...haha...tOt By Pro...lOlx and i will get a CerT after tHIs cOz...

Went back hOme After tat...

StArted DriNkin bEEr...

im DrunK And fEelin Down...and i just wanna be alone...
i miss her lots...

really miz her lOtz...

she inspire ME tO DAnce...i lUv it!!!...

hIAz...now im Really Drunk...DrAnk quIte alOt....

i Dunno Why tHE FeElin iS Slowly RetuRning...wHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!

missin you badly...
muackz...sorry...

hAIx

2006-04-24T03:36:00.000+08:00

hAix...toDay..i ..jUst WanNa tEll hEr hoW to feel...bUt i Cant...so...i decided...tO SEnt HEr tHE lEtter mySelf...

iTs At nite...knowINg shes not at hOme...i decided to go HEr hOUse to give the letter...

tOok Mrt there...reach Woodlands...

AS i walk...i dun know why...i cried my way there...haix...Dun ASk me Why...

im afaid to see her...BUt Im vERy Sure Shes NOt At hOMe...Coz...aYa...dunno...maybe ive known her long euff....And im Sure HEr PArenTs are At Home...yAppx...

rEAch there...yAppx indeed Shes not At hOme...

pRessed The dOor bEll...hEr mUm oPen...and i ASk hEr to PAss to HEr...and i
leave...i din tell any one that im cumin...or wat...

WeNt sTRaight hOme after tat...lolx...Haiz i HATE ADULT FARE!!! expensive...

haix...as i was WatChin televisIon...HEr fRen mSg me..."Erm Edwin call me hp" GUess i KNow why...

tHE 1st tHing her fren said Was Erm Try Not TO mAke her Angry k?...

lOlx...she Was DAme AngRy fOr Wat iVe dOne...Ended uP sColded by HEr AgAin @#$%^&*(*&^#&^%$-_-"...hAix...exPEcted...but just wan to talk to her....haix...

jUSt now...while i Was TRyin 2 Slp...dunno Why...i started cryin...my heart hurts...its really gettin numb...

help...wat ever i do now...i cant feel anything...

you took my heart and threw it into hell...

i JUst Really miz her lotz...Its HAs bEeN mOnths Since we BRoke...bUt THE pAin is Still AS fRESh...why why why!!!!!!!!!.....

i chouldnt slp...now its middle of the nite 3am+..liaox...tmr still got sch at 8am...haix...

dame hurting...

2006-04-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

hAIz toDay 2nd dAy oF my POly lIFe...hMmm...life gr8 in polY...guess so...but...im not happy...haix..think u all should know why..

haix...ever since she asked me to help her burn CDs ive been waiting 4 tat day to just see her for a few moments...but i guess i cant chouldnt talk much to her...cox...she dun wish to talk to me...all she wan is the cd..tats all...

so i tot of writing a letter to her...but...

i really...use my heart and wrote a 3 pages long...letter...haix....

and bURn the songs tat i thing she would like...use quite some time..updatin my songs...and think wat to give her...the songs...

today...after her chOir...i waited her in yck INteRChange...u know what...i handled her the CD plus the letter...

she just tOok tHE CD..and puSh Away THE lEtter...it fell to the ground...

as it fell...i could feel my hEArt SinkIN EvEn dEeper...INto HELL...

burning in pain in hELL...haiz...

i Was DAme hURt...i really USe my hEArt to write what im gonna tell her...

but she dun even seems to care...haix...

arg...i hate myself...why...whY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i jus cant stop myself from luvin you...

hAix...sorry...really miss u lotz luv you...even tot u tREAt me like shit...

god bless....

HAix

2006-04-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

Arg...i HATE you DEvil....but..what can i DO?!

haix all i can do is to keep myself real bz...

tODAy she called...i tot i was alright...bUt THEn tHE momEnt i hEar hEr voice my hEArt mElts...

she have been vEry mEan to me...iT HURt i really huRts...but...i deserve it...

haix gUess she really did lEarn Alot from me...

BUt i Wan thE old yOU BAck i Wan tHE gOod pAm bAck...

cheerful smiling always...not a bad templed..always scolding ppl...WHERE IS TAT FORGOTTEN SMILE?...

Really miss HEr lots...lOts of time i Wanted to talk to HEr bUt shEs Simply Too BUsy With Her New Found FrEnz...

arent You Tired?...as in i heARd tat youve been playin pOol all the way? Do u EVEN liKE to pLAy Pool?! as in Are yOU REally happy With THEm?...i dun know the answers only u...can answer...

coz now, im simply a no body to u...But jUSt a peRson u HAte.

Haix..its been 1month PLus since we splite...w/o You my lIFe Suckz...until now i tot im ok...but no...today when u hAng...after you call...i cried..coz i simply miss yOU lOts...The FeEling IS kIllin me...all i wan now is to hug yOu fORever and Never LEt Go...

yOU mAy tHink Its ONly after this then i treasure u...but no ...all the while ive been treasuring you...but u din relised...

Ive BEen WorkIn VEry HARd...cOz ive Been Low in cash And haix i dun wan you to suffer...do u know its very tiring...workin...HAix...i wanted you To live well...i wan to support you..buT..HAix ending up...

u know What The present tat i said After i Work im gonna buy You a tHing...hAIx...TAts What im Workin For...

I TOld myseLf i MUST WOrk VEry HArd!!...why ...Becoz of you...Want yOU To HAve a gOod lIfe...not WoRrying About monEy...

And yOu knOw what im one Of the BEST PROMOTER hitting the sale charts...within 2weeks i helped my company earning $6000+- tats HoW much..and i dun even get to earn the comission...

dEar...Really hOpe u undErstand my "Ku Xin"...Din MEant to Qurrel With you...im just TIRed...

haix Really lOve yOu...muackz...

02 11 4ever * * *(NvEr Be REpLAced)

Devils Plot...tats YOU! your the devil!!!

2006-04-12T11:08:00.000+08:00

omg...cum to tHink of It...DAme me...IM So stupit...tat ive actually fallen into The DevIls pLOt...

Are You ALl OUt tO TAke AwAy ALL my ThinGz?!

tat PErson ONCe said..." i Dun care i will take her away" tot i was A JOke...but THEn AgAin...Now When i tHink BAck...its not!!!!

maybe im thinkin tOo mUCh...but...kINda MAke me think tAT gOd brought me and mY dEAr dAEr toGether...ppL Are Jealous!!...dame...

tHerE is lOts of thINgs...tAt PErson kEep on TEllin me to bReak Of With HEr!!! arg...say what its for my own gOod...what the hell Your THInkin!!!

cum to thINk oF it YOU are the relationship BReaker...You CAuse me To "belive" in you...and try to HUrt her...

Now She'S goNe hAPpy?!

wHat mORe u Wan FRom ME!!!

wHy Are You TRYin to GEt ClOSe to ME! what THE HELL YOU WAN FROM ME?!...ARG!!!!!!!!!!!

iVe already lOst tHE MOSt impoRtanT pErson in mY lIFe..and what more ur tRying tO GEt From me...

YOU SAID YOUR TRYING TO HELP ME...yar...your RIGHT

HELPING ME TO GET DOWN TO HELL

now im down ARE YOU HAPPY?!?

sarand haeyo

2006-04-10T08:54:00.000+08:00

I'm Waiting For You...

On This Silent NIght...

To Find That Lost Smile...

Abit Of Time Has Passed By...

Since Then...

The Memories Are Slowly Returning...

To The Place Where The Star Glisten... ( * * *)

I'm Always Hoping That You are ALWAYS SMILING...

Even Thought Your Far Away...

Hope We Can Meet Up Some Day...

sarand haeyo
02 11

nYp

2006-04-08T03:40:00.000+08:00

yAppx Wahaha FInnally Got INto NYp...haha ENGINEERING INFORMATICS

Sian Not the CoURse i WANt!!!....i wan multimEDia!!!!!! Arg DAme me..

haix At lease i got in...yAppx wahaha

wahaha At Least ive tIck ONe more GOal' Ya! got into nYp...

nPcc

2006-04-08T03:25:00.000+08:00

wahaaha tODAy went Down to Npcc..hAha When iS the LASt time i went down? ChiNEse nEW yEar ba...haha...

hAix...fOr her i have give up Npcc now...GUess i HAve to gO bAck to mY oLd path again..nPCC RoCkz!

wahaha TODay Went BAck...kINda MISs u All!!!! haha tot i would be alien again buTt!...nOPez..

tHinGz are still the same...haha buTt! the standards ar...CMI...lOlx GUEss w/o me tHEy cmi...

THe NEw CIs...omg...HOW HE teach tHE tAlk until so Blar bLar Always lAughing!...hAix...think if i dun go DOWn tHE standards Will tURn to Shit...

haha SAw mAny OF my FrEnz...MIss u guys all...many CAme to tAlk to Me...tHIEr Smile on tHEir face BRighten uP my DAy...yAppx...

haha GUess the sec1&2 where SHOCK to see me...haha Coz ALWays scolding THEm...

haha But i Sure THey MIss me...

HAix...tMR 1st & 2nd Class Drill..im the examiner...HOW to PAss tHEm?...tHEy kINda CMI...hMmm the sec4 can ba...buTt tHE sec3 OMG! ....how to tAke oVEr With THat kINda skiLls.... -_-"

hAIx many CAme ASkin me How am i After So MAny thINgs HAd hAppen...

gUess im runnin Away Now...Butt At LEAse nPCc...CAn mAke me BUsy...

hAix...i Really mIss HEr lOts...butt i CAnt TEll Her...I PromISe mYSelf...im noT GOnna bE a Relationship BReaker AgAin!!!...but I mISS YOU LOTS!!!!

arg...i hate to cry..butt...some times i just CAnt STAnd it...

Really HOpe we CAn MEet up One day...

02 11 miss u lot`s luv you
(NVer To bE REPLAced)

mAlaysia

2006-04-05T17:46:00.000+08:00

dEar...im in HEll...and i miss u lots...HAix...

haha AftEr EASt COzz When bAck HOME to tAke mY pAss PORt...when StRAigt to Malaysia!!!

haha MEeting Zs & christina...YAppx...thEy both got stead.....liaox...i Was Wondering if chirstina bf Found out About this will he be angry? i will ...if im tat guy kNOwing my Gf when OUt WIth TWo Guys...IS mY tHinKing Wrong? PLs TELL ME!!!...

hAha WeEnt To City SQuARe...1st BOUght MNAy MNAy Stuff i Kinda Bought AoVEr 200RM worth of ClothINgz...haha

WhEn MNAy PLaces to buy stuffz..

LAter When JUSCO dunnno what place zs bring le...took cab there

When to eat Fish And ChIps..waaa very Full Zs And CHIstina ate LObSter!!!haha

THEY LIke StEad le...quite ClOSed Shhhh...HAix im SAd fOR tHEm...What IF their SteAd KNew About it?....

HAix i ASk ChRistina..." IF now yOU GOt STEAD and while walking hOme Alone a STRANGER came asking for your number WILL you give?"

Chirstina " YAr Why Not?...haha Fren Fren only ma"

U CAll tHIs FRen FREn ONly? He's InTRested In You...And Will COntinue To Woo yOU...tAlking on tHE fone Every DAy to A pErson THAt lIkes You OK WHILE YOU GOT BF LIAOX izziT Ok?! and NOt TellIng IT to YOur BF...

Omg...i DUnno What tHE gIRls will Do...iTS like a STANDBY...If her CuRrEnt STEAD is BAD to HEr she will bREAk him immediately And Go With OUt...with tHE NEW gUy...and maybe..."

In THE End She Will Say "I SAD MA!!!!..CANT I JUST CALL SOME ONE TO TALK TO?! OR GO OUT? COZ I SAD!!!!"

TATS WHAT IM afraid!!!!

ARG!!! FREAking HELl!!!SOME ONE PLS TELL ME WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EASt cozz...

2006-04-05T17:22:00.000+08:00

tOOk the cAb And mEet up With zs...i Was tALking to HEr tHEn...YAppx...hAIx..

i Really Wann tO talk to HEr le...bUT sOMe tIMes eVEn thE slIghtless Thing ChOuld lrritate hER....HAix End UP BEing Scolded By hEr......hAIx...

i REAch thEre Le...zs Went Up to The Pool PLAce...i went to the beach alone...

hAIx...she wAs TEllINg ME hOW hAPpy SHe WAs now... ect...HAix..i crIEd...

AftEr shE hEng...zs CAlled...and came lOOking fOR me...

HAix tHink he is used to seeing me crY...AFter me And her bROke up...im a tOTALLY driffren person...

But i Dun BLAme her...after all ITS me who HURt hEr 1st...

Errr...she hurt me 1st actually...She KINda LEt ppl woo her and she got bf...haix...bUt DuRing... tHe Qurrel... i HURt her even more..

THats why...my mOuth JUSt ShoOt OUt HURting WOrds...

LiVin in HELL

2006-04-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

I CANt STAND It Help!!!....arg...im in hell...i really mISs my DEAr!!!!...but i CAnt Tell Ani one...THEy Will Find me Irritating...Help...

Every NItez i Dream About u...

i Wanna HOld yOu And NVEr lEt Go...

...dAEr...i Really MIss u LOtz...

HAix...Its LAte NOw...10.30pm...BUt I GUEss i Dun wanna Stay At Home...

im gOing to East cozz BEach lAter...

iT HAS bEen a While SInce...im alone...And THE PAin is Still AS new as b4...

Why Why Why!~!!!...I Suffering in HEll Every DAy...NOw ALl i CAn do Is to Run AWay...And KEep mYSelf Bz...

Every NITe ArouNd 4am...i Will STArt to Enter HELl...My BOdy iS ShakIng...ScaRed...i Dunnno Why...ARG!!!...

DEAr!!! YOUr the one who said You Wun LEt me Suffer AniMORe...The 1st Time I Was DRop inTO DArKness Your The ONe Who PUll me OUt...

And NOw...im in HEll...

wad u see,may not be wad it is.
u may visual recovery in the mist,it may be far from truth,try knowin,at ur own risks..

I've lost my faith in True "Love","Care" or "Miss"its all bullshits on my list..my body n mind's just an empty sHELL ,given up on truths i could NEVER tell..

they said i'm so normal i'd gotten well,but who noes how I feel? to me, everyday's in HELL....

The story...

2006-04-01T10:07:00.000+08:00

Did the Gods arrage this?

The day we met: 24 july 2005<-- 2 4+7= 2 11
The day we are one : 02 11
The day we broke : 03 11
The day we met to my brithday 100th day after we met
The day our story ends : 200th day after we met

About What hAppen..i GUess i deserve iT...Cum tO tiNk Of it...i Really Did HUrt hEr BADly...

what i said to her :DEar..stop wasting my time and yOUrs...

reason:..if She Really LOve me...like what she had always said...why ...why she still allow them to woo her...i was tHinkin...if she's intrested in that guy...just tell me...why lie to me..i was really really hurt each time u lied to me...haix

what i said : Dun make your proBElm my PRobLEm!

reason:..We Are QuRrelling...And SuDdenly my dEAr toLD me "eh you better becareful my ex wanna beat you up"...i Was DAme AnGRy...Cox why her ex must cum in and beat me uP?...sORry...hAIx tink tat time i was angry and anyow Shoot WORds..w/o thInking...

what i did: thInk thIs iS the WoRst i CAnt 4give mYSlef...She Hugged Me i kINda puSh Away...

What happen: We Are QuRreling...THen mY DEar wanna end the qurrel liaox...so She Huuged mE outside junction 8 mAc...i push away...SOrry...sorry sorry...i was'en in the mood to hug...yI jun Saw...and ask what happen...

There was ONce..i tOLd mY DEar..."dEAr pls i BEg You To LEt ME gO...i Dun Wan to SUFFer AGAin...i DUn WAn to BE in tHE DArkneSs AgAin..."

coz Of THE thINgz HAppening...and what She did...tatz Really Hurting...BUT i really Love her lotz...

i Rmb i WAs At yOUr hOUse...and u bAng the wall...and cried...Even yOUr dad Shouted "eh what happen"...hAix...

dEAr yOU Sld KNow tHat im Really AfAid to BE dRopped Down AgAin...tATs Why...i SAid TAt...even tot I reAlly Hurtz...BUt now...im in HELL...

dEAr Do yOu KNow not Onli yOUr tHe oNe Who Is in HUrt LASt tIme Even me...but once i see your SMILE...everything is forgotten...

what i did: tHIs is also One oF thE woRst i did...im BAD soRry..

What HAppen: I Rmb tElling My DEar...HAix dEAr if i Work We SuRe Qurrel One lEhx...TRue inDeed..We QuRrel...it was like every day?...
my dEAr cAMe To Fetch ME...after work..Every DAy...VEry tOUChed!!! but...my actions din says it...
its like Every tIme We QuRrel...hAix my fault...i Was tIRed...And tHE PRobLEm keeps cuming...and mAKes me moRe...Errr du lAn?...

tHere Was ONce i wanna End tHE QuRrel lAIox...haha bOught HEr a baby Pooh bEAr and she ASk "DEar...Why SuDdenly trEAt me So GOod?"

rEason SimpLe..i really lOve you and dun Wish to qurrel lIaox...but you dun understand...

things BEcum BEtter...Until i Found OUt tHAt...she gave hEr hp numBer to A guy Whom She Know from stReet...*dEar...do u know how hurtin it is...*

What HAppen?: thINgz Of Coz BEcum Worst...We QuRrel MORe oFten....And until 9march... tHE Day i Finish work she said" dEAr...i tHink we sHould LEt eAch oTher take a bREak"...

i CrIEd...While Doin Work...everyOne at TAkashimaya saw what happen...haix...

i Really tired to contact HEr...but she refused to answer my call...ect...

11march we broke up...Exec 200th after we met we broke off...

HAix But When i tHink Of tHE StORy wiTh HEr...mOStly iTs all SWEet MEmORies...rmb there was a tIme when i Scolded her She CRIED!! omg...its like a baby crying..."crying*my deAr ScoLd me...Boo Hoo hoo" OMg!! tat is sooO Cute!...i hUgged HEr And SAid sorry...

many mANy thiNgs:...Rmb i Draw at EASt Cooz BEach tHE Ship? "TAKE YOUR TROUBLES AWAY "...mY BIRthday....And YOURs? whaha...

OUr 100th we Met? Rmb...i Presented yOu wiTh tHe Gift At Esplanade?...haha jUSt lIke in tHE drama...hOpe yOu lIke it...

ChiNese nEw yEAr When i VIsted Your GRandma ect...its Like Whole FAmily?...and tHE dInner At The PEAch gArden With Your FAmily...i Was dAme hAppy...really...

valentine's DAy! Omg...i Will NEver 4get tat...ive Really pUt All the IDeas tat i can tHink of...hOpe you've enjOyed it...im hAppy...

im Sure tHe time we HAd is Short...But JUst lIke the JApan SAKURA flower...its life is short but Its Really BEautiful ya?

But jUst hOpe tAt Ive really make yOu happy...And THE BEst And SWeeties MemORies you've eVer had...

MemOries conSume...in My hEArts and lIves 4ever....

HELL

2006-04-01T08:02:00.000+08:00

In this so called world,u can't see truth,even if there's evidence to prove.

i wished my life's wad i choose.

but rite now,i'm a frugitive on the loose,a prisoner,escaped from a lifetime sentence guilty of forbidden love,constant unrepentence...

there's no shelter i can turn to,so cold out here, walkin without shoes..

why escaped?when food n shelter's in there?

but in there i suffered n feel so bare.

did i reali gain freedom?or still within her torturing kingdom..?

i'm lost! Love is smting beyond my wisdom.

wad u see,may not be wad it is.u may visual recovery in the mist,it may be far from truth,try knowin,at ur own risks..

I've lost my faith in True "Love","Care" or "Miss"its all bullshits on my list..
my body n mind's just an empty sh*ll ,given up on truths i could NEVER tell..they said i'm so normal i'd gotten well,but who noes how I feel? to me, everyday's in h*ll ..For now...all i wish is to find what i have lost...

Im back crying sliently here...

2006-03-20T08:24:00.000+08:00

hAIx im bAck...i gUEss no ONe wiLl ever kNow im bLoGGing again...gUEss i CAn Really speak out...how i ReALly Feel About What hAs HAppEn to Mie...

guess i will feel better ...saying out...

hIAx i bRoke up WIth mY dEAr lIAox...haiz..."ALL I CAN SAY IS ITS MY FOUL MOUTH>...i KNOW I SAID THINGS TAT CAN HURT YOU VERY BADLY"

Things LIke "Dun make your problem my problem" "sCoLD You?! WAste My BReath!"

hAIx Sorry..tats mY weakness...cox im a very jealous person le...

4months has pass...no 6months Has pass every Since i ask yOU to Be mOi dEAr...Althought tHe time is short...BUt...im Sure i did try My VEry BEst to mAke you happy...

Why Im AlWays Quarreling With yOU? hMmm...

1) im jealous VERY!
2) disappionted
3) scared to lost you

1>>>haiz bad things started when vincent came in...he like my dear...and Sent HEr to Sch ect...BUt the thing is tat My DEAR GOt STEAd She NVEr tELL him!! and let him "Woo" her...haix SAD!!!

plus many things i ask she say no but actually yess...i must ask more then 5X times UNtil She VEry DU LAN WITH ME...then she tell...

BlOg...WHAT EVER I SAID IS JUST ONE SIDE STORY...i just saying how i feel...im not saying im Right,.... if im wrong i beg you to tell me "if you could"

iTs lIKe many MNAy times...Example "dEAR today Vincent got sent yoU to school? " no"...but some one saw it...

In the end she say " WHY YOU DUN BELIVE YOUR STEAD?! and go listen to others?"

its like...whos fault? izzit my fault to wrongy accux mY dEAr? pls tell me...

And tat GoEs on and On...tAts make Me think she is untruth when i ask her...

BUt AS a WoMen...she is afraid tat once i know...i will be sad...DEAr...I WoulD RAther KNow THEn LEttIng yOU HIDe FRom me...haix iTs tOo lAte to Say thIS but...TAts How i FeEl...

I lOVe my dEAr ALot...jUSt Why MAybe She Find me IrrItatIng TEllIng HEr in FULL DETAILS on what has hAppen to me tODay...Erm TAts abit Girlish...girls do tat no guys...gUEss im one of those special GUy...with some Female Char

i Was Dame PiSs Off...lIAox thinKing she is aways telling untrue things to me...

BUt I lOVe HEr LOTs...tats why...i stayed on..." if you love a person you will accept his/er weakness and try to change him or her for the BETTER"...

i ask HEr "DEAr...can yOu CHange..." "yEss" hIAx...But Time again and again...same thing happen...

and she said WHY YOU DUN TRUST YOUR STEAD?

goD...or someone SOMEBODY....i nEed An Ans...tell me...what can i do...at tat time...whats the right thing to do...

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Im Afraid to lOSe yOU...who knows If you Every DAy tAlk to Him you wun LIke him?....Or make him like you even more?....Its not I Dun GIVE you FreeDOm...i Will AnyHOw tiNk AfTEr so MAny things HAppen its like a CHAIN EFFECT
"If you dun like tat person dun give him hope" <----for this...im i right to say this?...tats what im ALWAYS telling myself...i nver give hope to person whom i dun like...

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Then Alvin came in...haix this is Worst....she got stead le...and guys ask her for number she give le...and every day talk to him athough SHE KNOW THE GUY LIKE HER....

She Din tOLd me about him...until I FOUND OUt MYSElf...

gOD pls help...tHEn AgAin...WHAt CAN i Do? izzit my fualt if im angry? and qurrel...hAIx

tHis tHingz make mE And HEr QuRRel even mORe...

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im a bastard...Every Work mY dEAr CAme All THE Way from Woodlands to ORchard just to Fetch me...then i qurrel With HEr...haix...GUEss tHis time im really in the wrong...

But Seriiuosly dAEr...tHAnks...its really sweet and i APPreciate it Alot...really...haha would i lie to myslef here? NO ones KNow IM BLOgging AgAin...im SAying Every tHing OUt to You "blog" cox your the only tHing...in the world who i can speak freely...

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i rmb tElling her..."dAEr If i Worrk it will mAke oUr relatiOnship sour..." tats very true...cox we are used to having each other always by each other's side...

Last day of work 9 march 2006...mY DEAr say she wanna Rest...she's tired"...haix...i Was lIke CryINg While working...i Dun CAre IF ppl Are lOokin At me!....i ALways told myself..EDWIN! YOUR STRONG! ......no matter how HUrt the pain is...i have to bEAr With it....sorry...i cant...tEars..jUst DrOp...i Tried to Contact HEr BUt Ending Up MAking her mORe "restless"...in the end...she broke up with me...11 03 06...i will nver 4got this day...and 02 11 06...

dEAr i LOve You lOts...THis is THe 1st time im MAking MIStake(s) ...Wy cant You gIve me a CHAnce>? you said "Its like tat one larx, once you lose something...Then u will treasure it" ...partly correct....4 me...LASt time i Was lIke tat..BUT IVE CHANGE....JUst every since We are TOGETHER I REALLY TREASURE YOU LOTz...im think all ways to make Us a Married couples...cox i jst wan to setter down with you...even my mum said tat to me " IF you think she's the one for you...reg at ROM 1st..." haha together with my aunTIez!! ROM!!...buT..i Din Went...COx Seeing CoupLez mARried While im Alone...MAkez me even SAdder...

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i Rmb tElling yOu " i've not played euff...bUt...i have really tot of it b4...you are the one...and i wan to be your lao gong...But im sure each of us have mistakes...And im HOping to correct this...and make our relationship lASt 4ever...But it tOo lAte...GUess i Not a Good at tAlking OR handerling with My PRoblems...ending up like tat...

dEAr...im Really sorry to HUrt you...all i can say is "I LUV YOU"....

DUMB/STUPIT, EDWIN

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ABOUT ME

[E] dwin

Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)

Turn ons

Scorpio`s are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio`s are loyal and never forget a ki nd deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.

Turn offs

Scorpio`s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio`s have explosive tempers be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.

12-13 dec 05

2005-12-14T05:45:00.001+08:00

wahaha ToDAy mOi dEAr Cum To mOi hOuse Wait For mIe to plAy Dota...THEn LAter Go Eat...
LAter zhusheng And You yUAn Came to Find me...We Went to Eat ToGEther...THEn we 4 Took 72 to Alexis hOUse...wahaha plAy MAjOng...
Eh i Feel VEry BAD Le...ASk her cum rust tHere...haha Rmb still Got 2 oTher gIRls..alexis FrEn...
they tOk on tHE fONe LIke wanna Fight lIke that..."Eh u dun Fuck ArouND With Mie" lOLx..."eh dun MAke me SupEr PiZz" LOLx i was LAughing Away~....
hMm pLAyed two rounds Won tHE 1st round $3.30...2nd round lost around $2+...Got win lArx...
tHEn mORning lIOx tOok a CAb hOme~ haha She Went to mOi hOuse to SlEep~....around 8pm + then we woke up...After tHAt she wait for me to uPdated Moi Ipod THEn we Went To Eat~ Sent HEr hOme after that..
gRoss!!! hEr mUm Scare ME to DEAth CAme OUt From NO Where And jUMp ouT! PHew OMg...hAHa...
WEnt to HEr hOUse to See What She hAd Done For mIe on hEr Room...tHEn i WenT hOme Zzzz...tIRed~

08dec 05

2005-12-14T05:45:00.000+08:00

-1st time i dyed my hAir!!!

wahaha today went to Raiders And PLAy...tHEn After jesscia, li juan, alvin, me, zhusheng...went to mOi House...to Change tHEn
li juan hELp ME dYEd mOi hAir wahaha...hMmm Dun KNow NICew ANot lEhx kINda noty use to it..
went to PAraDiz Center to pLAy doTa AgAin~ wahaha until morning tooK cab hOme zzZz
pLAy 2 mAtch of Dota until 9 plus am then Zzz

04dec 05

2005-12-14T05:44:00.001+08:00

HmMmm...Sian...ToDAy WeNt To pLAy Dota TogETher With Zs, JACk, JEssica, Li juAn..And ONe OF her Fren..yAppx,,,TrashEd!!! 2 vs 3 we won!!!LOlx...
lAter WEnt S11...to Eat~...tHEy DrInk bEer...i Din Cox ive already bOuGht BIG M...miLk wahaha...
lAter yOU yUAn Came...ASked wAnna go PLay MajONg? At Alexis hOuse yAppx...haha i WenT Coz Realli lOng Time nver spent time with them lAIox...my dEAr Called...HAix...soRry Din tAlk to Youu Cox bUSy SOrri....
hMmm hEr hOUse oPp To hOUgAng POinT yAppx Condo...plAy unTIl MORnIng!! 7am...loSt abOUt $2.80? haha Cox We PLay SmAll MAX you Can loSt iS $5 nia...
AFter i WenT hOMe...mY dEAr cALLEd..wahaha Wann MEet me...yAwn~...i ask HEr Cum mOi hOUse Wait For mE to Wash up...Around 9am she came...wahaha
in tHE end i SlEep Zzz...lEave HEr Alone..wahaha SoRri tOo Tired lIAox...u KNow what? We SlACk until 8pm tHEn lEave wahaha...
WeNt to Eat...tHEn bOught mOi kEyBoard~...sEnd HEr hOme~

03dec 05

2005-12-14T05:44:00.000+08:00

yAwn~...3pm plUs tHEn Woke uP! lOlx..We VEry Zhu HOrx? bRush up...SlACk Awhile...my mum Came bAck...LOlx...my gRAndma Was tHEre tOo...she gAve me $10 fOr ouR "breadfEast"..lunCh actually...
WeNt down To tHE CoffEe Ship to Eat tHe FamOus MEE POK!!! daMe NIce!!! ChAnnel U recOmManDed!
iTs BEside the yCK CC...neAr presbytrian High Sch..in ShOrt JUSt BEside my HOuse yAppx...oh yAr in Front Of a tempLe~
i just lUv it~
lAter wHen ShOppin aRound mY NeiGhbOUr...brough Some StUffz tHEn WhEn home SlAck With HEr...zzz
Oh yAr...KElly Was JEalOus!!! wahaha...Cox i Was HoldIng my DEar's HAnd...wahhaha...DAme FuNni...Errr...no HAix...my dEar Also JEalous le...omg...cox She Was LIke err...nvm -_-" cOmplICated~...
lAter ArOUnd 9pm THen We Went Out...Went caUSeway MAC and eat...
lAter SeNt her hOme to PACk Cox she need to Go To HEr AuntIes hOUse...yAppx...Saw HEr MUm..And sis..
WeNt home After tAt~Zzzz